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A tired week.

2008-09-26T22:16:00.004+08:00

Finally, week 3 just ended.

Seriously, time flies..super fast. A blink of eye, already friday. Me still not yet have my dinner, i mean my proper dinner la. Cause just now went Pasar Ramadan bought ayam goreng to eat. Yum yum. >.<

Raya holidays around the corner, as in next week. Dunno got what to do. No where to go tim..Nah..just stay at home bah i guess.Hmmm...

Oh oh.. there's one funny thing happened to me when im showering, suddenly i was thinking what am i going to do during this comin holidays..lolz. Seriously, for quite awhile i din really thought of this kind of thing ady. Then, i was wondering how come my life suddenly become so boring 1?? LoL. I told Ken this, and he says i become emo again worr.. -.-

Anyway, i did have something to do la.. 1st thing of cause goin out with friends la..the normal gathering. =) Then on thursday, am going to Sutha's Birthday party at her house in Bant/ding.( sorry, forgot is a "t" or "d" ) In between, of cause i will relax in my home sweet home la..what else kan? =)

Oh oh...after Raya holidays, im goin to hospital luu.. YAY ! =) We are required to buy a stethoscope(can play doctor patient liao..) to take on each hospital visit, and also purchase a pouch to carry items that are needed for patient examination. Those items are :

1) Tape measure. ( like those taylor who use it to measure ur waist)

2) 2-3 Disposible wooden spatulas. (i wonder where am i going to get this...ah! steal it from clinic when the doctor is not around..wakakaka..no la..maybe ask senior where they got this)

3) Cotton wool.

4) Sharp Toothpicks. (so that we can poke the patient when they make noise. Haha..no la..it is used to test the patient's nervous response. To check their response to pain. )

Cant wait to go.. =)

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Unlucky.

2008-09-16T20:56:00.003+08:00

Cant even walk properly. Sien. Zzz...

My foot got injured yesterday night when i was goin to bank to withdraw some cash. One big piece of skin just got tear off right on the bottom of my left foot and it bleed...severely.(lolz..no la, not severely la..but it bleed non-stop la.) Zzz. Seriously it was damn pain wey.. sobsob*
Everytime i bathe, i need to rest my foot on the toilet bowl's pan so that it wont kena water. So uncomfortable. -.-
And and, i cant even wear my pants properly. So 7 sien aarrrrr...

Today Sim lab was not as gud. Today session was MOD(mesial occlusal distal : meaning caries extending from Mesial side of a tooth all the way until Distal side.) Class II restoration. Do it on a 46. My matrix band application technique was still half way hanging. This causes my restoration on the distal side a bit cacat-ed. Plus my cavity prep was a little deep, as in slopping mesially. Sigh..

And.. today dota kena pwned kau kau. -.-

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Year 3 : Day 3

2008-09-10T20:01:00.002+08:00

Didnt know my "year 3" will be totally different from the seniors' one. Sigh...

Today was super tiring. Slept for only 4 hours and woke up at 7am by TL. Get prepared and rush to campus to have breakfast before the busy day started.

2 funny incidents happened today.

First, TL was the 1st one to wake up today and he eventually, can say for the 1st time, or maybe the 2nd time wake me up for Moral studies. He eventually wake Kelvin up as well. lolz. FYI, kelvin took Moral studies while he's in A-Levels. =)

Second, while everyone was rushing, and eventually everyone got into the car, half way to campus, only CY realised that he wore slipper to campus. LOL. A formal dress coupled with slipper. LOL.

Reached campus around 7.40am and just got the chance to have a drink and then rush to class. By the time i reached there, everyone was waiting outside the class. The lecture hall is locked. -.-
And eventually got the know that class was cancelled. WTF. zzz

So, we decided to go for breakfast at the cafe.

9am was my Sim lab. Today was Class II Amalgam Preparation on the Mesial Occlusal of 37. Damn freaking nervous while drilling the artificial tooth. lolz. But luckily can still create an almost-satisfied-restoration. =)

After lunch, had 3 lectures in a row from 2pm to 5pm. Crazy. Was soooo not used to afternoon classes. Was actually "fishing" during the last lecture. ^^

What a tiring day, i can say. =)

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Year 3 : Day 1

2008-09-09T02:32:00.003+08:00

A tired day.

Due to i din sleep well the day before first day of class. Maybe because of 3rd year starting, that's why i felt a little tiny bit of excitement. >.<

Keep on rolling on my bed, with my eyes closed but my mind still awake, thinking about how will my first day will be... how will ppl react to the shirt that im goin to wear.. FYI, they(my housemates) bought me a shirt from Topman for my birthday. And and their condition is : MUST WEAR IT ON THE FIRST DAY OF CLASS ! -.- what so surprise about this shirt is it colour and design. Well, not to say it doesnt look nice or wat, it does look nice, when it paired with jeans, but NOT IN FORMAL. -.- Is hard for me to explain bout that shirt (you know, my english sucks =P) but what i can tell you is that it is RED IN COLOUR, as in super bright red. (got what i mean?)

Anyway, today was just an introduction class with my Dean, Prof. Smales. He told us about what we goin to do this year and how we goin to catch up with what we left during 2nd year, the Partial Denture. We supposed to finished it by the end of 2nd year, but because of our technologies lab need to be shifted from the old campus to the new one, it eat up lots of our time there.

Plus, got my 2 weeks time table for the moment and the same old green form.(the-fees-paper). Still not sure when will the Raya holidays start.(see, first day itself already think of holidays...well, is normal bah) cause scare later no ticket go back to KL. Sien..

Well, that's all about my Day 1 back to campus. Gonna sleep now, nite. =)

p/s : about the shirt, i got lots of responds from almost everyone. Zzz -.-

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08/08/08

2008-08-08T14:51:00.004+08:00

A very special day and is a must remembered day especially for myself.

First of all, it is the opening ceremony for Beijing 2008 Olympics - waited to so long and finally it's a dream comes true for all the chinese in the world.

Secondly, today is my sister's birthday. Her 29th birthday. Happy birthday Sis !! =)

Lastly, it is today, one month full after we broke up.

Dunno whether to say im lucky or not. Today supposed to be a very special day for everyone. Chinese people(even western ppl) love the number 8 because it means wealthiness and prosperous, and everything that have an 8 in it, it means you are in a damn good luck.

Am i lucky today? I dun think so. Am i happy today? Im happy for my sister and Beijing Olympics but im not happy for myself. Maybe it's just an coincident, that i bet everyone of you would tell me that, but sometimes i do think that everything that had happened are destined to happen. That's your destiny!

Chat with my friend on msn yesterday.

Emo healer : ...dun think bout it 1st, no matter how much u think bout it now.. it wont fix things..and u cant do anything to fix things.. thats reality rite? y not try to let go and see smt positive out of this? Everything that happens also has a good out of it de... jus how u see it..

Emo healer : U can still be thankful u had this experience.. that u learnt to be a better person thru all these problems.. then maybe one day when u meet someone else.. u are ready for her le?

(L) *one Bunny (L) : i just dun wan myself to stuck with her..for so long..so sanfu. So in one way, i wanna move on, i also wanna giv myself a chance to wait...not only to wait for her..but also wait for my someone to come..

Emo healer : that is only YOUR choice... and u are holding on to all these.. i know its difficult.. that's y we have time rite... at least .. things are happening now.. its a holiday .. time for u to clear ur mind and relax..

(L) *one Bunny (L) : Yeah...i know. Im clearing it now. At least i can moved on and get over it. But i will remain friend with her la..whether she wan it or not. And once i move on, of cause i will giv myself a chance to get to know others. Like wat i said, we dunno wat will happen in the future. So, now, my plan is : to get over it, to move on AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, to get rid of the feeling i have for her and to remain friends with her lor. and i will keep in mind tat : we dunno wat will happen in the future, why dun i just live everyday happily 1st..well,think bout it, is true also, i shouldnt always think bout those thing lorrr..

Emo healer : okay.. =) good... jia you.. uve been thru a lot.. u can go thru this de bah.. actually everything is a maybe.. everything is a possibility rite? but u cant choose everything u want.. if u can.. it woudlnt be life.. it'll be a programmed thing. no point rite? life is about choices and mistakes ma.. which.. in the end will bring happiness..

(L) *one Bunny (L) : hmmm wat u says is true also maybe this is my 1st time bah. still need time to accept it. i still "new" in this. i act feel better after chat with u. didnt know u sooo experience. thanks =)

I do feel better after i chat with this friend of mine.

My time is coming, the time that i can totally get over this and move on. I know it and i can feel it.

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Single: Day 27

2008-08-04T22:02:00.005+08:00

Yes,i still missed her.

Today i realised something. Something that actually should realised long time ago...

A relationship is both ways, or sides or watever u called it. It must involved both sexes/parties. Which means both sexes must sacrifice and coop with one another, then only the relationship will work out.

This relationship of 4 years has taught me so much. I've learned how to be selfless. I found out tat ppl are selfish when it comes to relationship(obviously). Some ppl will use watever ways in order/just to get what they want.(You know what i mean) Some ppl will even not allow their another half to mix or hang out with his/her friends. Selfish bastards/bitches. I hate these kind of ppl.(reminder: this is based on what i think, is my own opinion, if you agree with me, i do like to say thank you, if no, please do not get offended or misunderstand)

Trust, on the other hand, is a must-have in one's relationship. Without it, the bond between the couple will be weakened and eventually will break off. It must be applied to everyone, to those who just started a new relationship for the 1st time, those who just broke up and start a new relationship,and to those who already in relationship for few months to few years. It is one of the many reasons that cause my bonding with her got weakened and finally broken.

Maturity. Hah..i know i am not mature enough to talk about this, physically =P but mentally, yes i am mature enough to talk about it. If im not mature enough to control my emotions, I already collapsed long time ago and I might even give up my exam and go and find her. But I didn’t. What i mean is, one or both of the sexes must have enough maturity in their thought and actions. Please dun be childish. You must have faith in ur relationship and trusting your partner is very the important. What the fuck are you scared of?Are you scare that your partner will leave you? or go back to his/her previous partner? or cheated on you?Must remember : You are the one who choose her/him to be your partner, then you must let him/her know that they are the one for you and must trust each other. Sometime is good to have a heart-to-heart talk between couple, so that any misunderstanding can be solved and we can actually share each other's feeling and thought. This, in turn, will allow the couple to understand each other more and eventually the relationship will last long.

I always thought that she is the one and only for me. I didnt tell or show her, because im not tat kind of person that will tell or show my feelings(of cause im not always like that,at time i do show or tell), im not good in expressing myself,and not really good in communication and using appropriate words in appropriate time and place. Because i dunno how to express myself to her, which i think is one of the many reasons why she felt unhappy, unsecure and uncomfortable with me. And this, is also one of the reasons why my relationship cant work out.

Love and relationship is an endless topic. It will continue as long as there are still sparks btw them.

Her sparks has changed, changed to a different colour and pattern. Mine is still the same but smaller and dimmer than what i have for the past 4 years. Soon, i believe, it will slowly and eventually disappear and vanish.

Soon.....

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Single: Day 19

2008-07-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

Today around 8.45am, she msg me, asking am i free on this coming sunday(my birthday), so can celebrate my bday.

I was sleeping at that time. Reply her around 2pm when im just woke up that of cause im free and i told her about my results.

Send another msg to her when i just reached kl. As usual, no reply from her.(biasa-dah)

Time flies,seriously. A blink of eye already 19 days. So fast.. Yesterday my emotion was a little disturbed, when hanging out with my friends in Gurney Plaza. Dunno why, maybe because im too tired or something. Or maybe is because of the memories of me and her in Gurney bah.

Sigh. Wont think so much now, "hen fan" ar. If i keep on like this, i will end up wasting my holidays doing nothing but thinking nonsense. No no, cannot let it happen.

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Holidays. Finally.

2008-07-27T02:30:00.003+08:00

My results finally out.

Surprisingly, i passed all the subjects with one distinction in OSCA.

Not to say i perasan or what, for those who know what had happened to me during my exam periods should understand why i use the word "surprisingly".

Im happy,of cause. Proud of myself as well. And i need to take this opportunity to thanks my family and friends to being so supportive and help me get through the hardest and most difficult exam in my entire life.(i think)

Now i can enjoy my holidays FULLY. Yeah, i mean FULLY. (btw, my holidays is until Sept 7)

So please dont hesitate to call or msg me(i will call u guys out as well) out since i'll be VERY free. Will always available for you.(exceptions: emergencies or in financial crisis or im travelling)

Goin to sleep now. Goodnight world.

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Single: Day 17

2008-07-25T03:32:00.003+08:00

Yesterday to be exact, around dinner time i received a msg from her. It was a forwarded msg from her to me. It wrote :

" Pn. Sabrizah msk HUKM, kanser usus. Tgkt 5, wad surgeri 8. Pls forward to others. "

Was shocked when i saw the msg. She was my(also her) Biology teacher back in my secondary school during my SPM year. At the moment i saw this msg, i thought she was just joking. But try to think about it, takkan ppl will joke around with their teacher having kanser?(plus, i dun think she will jokes around with me anymore.)

Pn. Sabrizah was a lovely and kind teacher. She always looks happy and whenever you happen to see her anywhere in the school, she's always smiling or laughing. From far we can actually hear her laughter, everyday when we waiting outside the lab for her to comes. She's cute as well, almost one head shorter than me(you should know how tall am i). She's one of the best teacher i ever had during my school life.

I still dunno how was her conditions right now. Dunno what kind or stages of cancer she's having now. Maybe it was just a benign?or a polyp?And hopefully was not a malignant.

I called her and asked about how was Pn. Sabrizah.(of cause i did ask about her as well) Did she got any news from her friends bout the teacher. I told her to updates me if got any news about Pn. Sabrizah.

Will pray for her and really hope that she will be fine.

Get well soon, Pn. Sabrizah.

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Single : Day 12

2008-07-20T14:44:00.002+08:00

I dreamt bout her again. This was the 3rd time after we broke up i dream bout me and her together. But this time was a little different. Is hard to explain what feeling i had in the dream,is like all mixed up together.

Seriously i dunno why. I missed her, but i know i need to get over her as well. Maybe is normal FOR NOW to think bout her, i guess.

Single : Day 11

2008-07-19T02:56:00.003+08:00

Today is her birthday : 19th of July. Her 20th birthday.

Is actually the 1st ever birthday that i wish her as her friend. Kinda not used to it.(Cant blame me for that, it's just day 11,give me some time k ppl.)

Now im blogging in my sister's house. Just came back from Luna Bar. It's a very nice place,kind of a romantic place also. Will blog about it when im free k. =)

I still dunno how im supposed to react. What i mean was, there's actually something happened when i was in Luna Bar. Around 10.30pm,she called. I was planning to call her later but i didnt expect she'll call me 1st. Something happened which actually disturbed me a little. Maybe i think too much, maybe it's just what a normal friend should do: listen and gives advice ; Or maybe im still in the process of getting over it and i still have feelings for her. (i know i know, for sure u guys will properly scolding and cursing me now, saying that im dumb and stupid and wasting my time in doing this kind of unnecessary stuffs) Give me some time okay.

At last, i did what a friend should do, which is listen and give advice. I know and understand that is kinda hard, not only for her, for everyone, that there is some shits happened right before your birthday, the worst part was it happened few hours before ur important day. That's why i do what i can and tried my best as her friend, to listen to her problem and give proper advices for her. I even tell her that i will call her later after she calm down to wish her happy birthday.

I did discuss this with my sister and he bf after i finished talking to her. Their advices were not heading towards the gud side.Not to say totally against my action, just that a little bit divert towards the negative side. Well, maybe they just try to protect me, i guess, so that i wont think so much bout it.

Oh, and i did call her back one hour later, around 11.30pm to wish her happy birthday.She sounds okay, which is what i wanted the most from her. I just want her to be happy, that's all.

Like what i say, to u all and to myself, Im getting over it now. So, dun worry so much. I wont remain standing at the same spot and never move forward.(i admit im dumb, but not until this level of dumbness,please.)

I think what i did just now is normal bah, is what a friend will do whenever you have any problems that you need someone to talk to.(Right, right?)

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Form 6 gathering

2008-07-17T19:06:00.014+08:00

Let's make it this way : let just say that this was my 1st gathering after im back to my single life. =)

It was a sudden planned gathering(Cause it was at 1st planned by Poh Jeann just to meet up with Mun Waei and Kit Yan.They dunno me and Gill will be back to KL for one week. While Gill msging MW in the bus, only we get to know that they r having a gathering. And so that's why i said it was a sudden planned gathering..for me bah, i guess.)

For quite some time we never really gather together like that night. Most of the time is PJ not free(u know la..future doctor..for sure very busy, cannnot blame her =P )
But i feel happy that at last we managed to gather together (altho Han, H.Khong, Ann and K.Kiet not here)

We went to Look Out Point. A place, can say is on top of a hill, near Hulu Langat. A famous place for friends to gather around, family to have dinner together and also for couples to have their own sweet time together. Sooner or later, it will become a Must-visit place for tourists that come to KL/Selangor.

There r few restaurants/cafe located there. If im not mistaken, there should be a Thai restaurant as well. (cant blame me for this ler..only been there like..3 times? =P ) Then there is this cafe call Gasoline. A place for, mostly youngster to hang out. And then, there is this, middle class restaurant/cafe known as Bread and Olives. It's quite suitable for family to spend time together. Reasonable price as well. Then, there r 2 western food restaurants. Only been to one of it. Not bad for a middle class restaurant to have such a nice view and location with a reasonable price. I give it : 7/10. =)

From left : Kit Yan & Poh Jeann.

So long din c them, they still the same, of cause.But physically become more mature and pretty haha..For example, PJ. She changed her spec, look more like a doctor now. haha..plus, she straighten her hair. Wow.. haha. Talking bout hair.. KY did something with her hair as well. Guess how much it cost? hehe..half a thousand. =P

As usual, each of us, giving updates bout our life. And guess wat i share with them..wat else right. My just full 10 days break up. Need to thanks them again for being so concerned and care bout me. Feel so lucky to get to know them as friends. No regrates of entering Form 6.

Chin Yeow : the cadet pilot of MAS & future captain.

Miss Leong : my friend,coursemate,best friend's gf &
future dentist.

Kit Yan, with her new hair style. haha..

From left : Gillian, Mun Waei, Kit Yan & Poh Jeann.

ermmm...no comment -.-

This picture is wrong. Sooo wrong. Haha. Right after we took it, only we realised like : eh?? how come we like hugging each other one?? Can you c Yeow's hand was actually around my waist? OH NOOOO!!! (dunno what yoke ling will think. LOL). So, we decided to take another pic....

Hah...much better =)

From left : Kit Yan, Mun Waei & Me.

From left : Me, Poh Jeann & Gillian.

From left : Me, PJ & Yeow. ( this pose was Mr. Hue suggestion)

It was a great moment together. Always love to have hang out with them..cause i feel very comfortable when im with them. They r like my family...different is we r not blood related. =)
A blink of eye, already 4 years have passed, 4 years we know each other. Time flies. And people change along with it.

So, here i go, my 1st gathering after returning to single life. =)

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Single: Day 8

2008-07-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

One week and a day have passed..

To be honest, i still not used to it. Although i keep telling myself and others that im getting over it now, moving forward now, but deep in my mind, there is still images and memories..
Is hard, you know.

It all happened too fast and sudden. Is like, when you 1st open ur eyes, was right in front of you, looking at you and smiles. By the time you blink, was like 10 miles..no..maybe more, even further..away from you.

Life is full of mysteries and is damn unpredictable. we dunno what will happen tomoro. Not to say tmr, even the next one hour i dunno what will happen to me.

This incident, can say is one of the worst incident happened to me,for now.

It happened on the 3rd day of my exam, early morning around 2am, tat day was my pathology paper. I received a msg, a msg that ended everything...forever.

That week was the worse week i ever experienced. Is was tough. Whenever i try to concentrate, those images and memories will appear in my mind..Rushing in so fast, that i cant even control my mind to not to think bout it. Split seconds, it flooded my mind.

At first i was planning to settle it myself, not to involved anyone around me : my family and friends. But i cant, i really cant. I feel so useless and weak. Suddenly feel like the whole world is against me.Thinking why this kind of things will happened to me at this time?Why cant just wait until i finished my exam? Why..i keep asking myself...
I dunno wat i shud do that time, i cant go out and just tell my friends what had happened..cant be so selfish to involved them, they need to concentrate in their exam as well.
So i decided to called my mum. Told her what had happened. She tried to talk to me, comfort me, ask me not to be sad. I know she had tried her best and she asked me to talk to my friends.. talk to them will make me feel better. Seriously,never in my life,i call my mum or my sis so many times in a day. Whenever i got that feeling inside my heart, i will call them, either one of them, to tell them how i felt that time, to express my feeling to them. Their support was the one that allow me to get thru that week. This incident, in one way, strengthen the bond btw me and my family. No matter wat happened to you, no matter wat u did, they will always, always be there for u and support u, that's family.And home, is the only place that you will be loved, forever.Do appreciate them well. It's called faith. We cant be with them forever, we only given one chance, to love them. So, do appreciate them well before it's too late

And for my friends,all of them were so supportive. During the exam period, seriously if without them beside me and support me,dun think i can go thru it by myself.
So,I need to used this opportunity to thanks u guys: Cy, Tee Luun, Ken, Sam, Kel, Adrian,Gillian, Charis, Ei Leng, Sham, Kam, Cass etc. Thank you for ur support and care..

And also Yeow, Poh Jeann, Mun Waei, and Kit Yan.

Will appreciate our friendship very well. What r friends for right. I will always be there for u guys whenever u guys need any help.. =)

and of cause my cous, Jowie. Though im not yet tell him wat exactly happened to me, but thanks for his advices and concern.

One week and a day have passed..
Im still in the process of getting over it. Time is wat i need now. Give me some time..

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Yay!!!

2008-01-25T17:13:00.001+08:00

Yay...............................................................

Finally................................................................

Exam finished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wakakakaka

so so happy.. holidays for 2 weeks !!! ( yes! chinese new year coming..just right on time, for ANG PAO. :D )

Got so so many plans in my mind now.. dunno where to start or how to start... hmm....

A Christmas Party

2007-12-21T17:48:00.002+08:00

On the 14th of Dec, a Christmas party was held in my Uni. It's a party organised by our Uni's Christian Fellowship and Catolic Society.

The preparation was done few hours before the event started. It was quite a rush 1 though. ( although im not involved )

This photo was taken when i just arrived.i was standing
at the side. Cant even find a place to sit.

The 1st event was Choir singing with Cass as one of the lead vocal.

Choir team. Conducted by Phebe.

Can u spot Alice and Sam?? Not concentrating right?? :)

fr lt: Sook Mei, CY, Sue Lyn, Alex and Me.

fr lt: Karyn, YC, CY, Sue Lyn, Charis, Me, Alex, & Gillian

fr lt: Lian, Cy, Me, Alex

After choir, then comes the 1st drama, performed by a group of ppl Youth centre from SP ( i not really sure, cause when Sam telling me tat, im not really hear wat he say.Is a bit too noisy )

This Drama is about a group of teenagers, hip-hoppers gathered around dancing..Then Jesus came down on earth to teach and tell them about wat Christmas is about. He then start his story....

This was an Angel, He came down to tell Mary tat she goin to giv birth to Son of God, Jesus.

Mary gave brith to Jesus

Next was the dance. Well, honestly, overall it was nice although there were one or two mistake in the steps. I know they spend lots of time in practicing this dance..

Getting ready....

Turn to the right!

To ur left now !

Then come the 2nd drama. Most of them r from BDS. From my seniors to my coursemates then my juniors. It was the nicest among all, i think.

This is about friendship, care, love and of cause.. Christmas.

Is about one man( forgot his name, i think is Michael. ) how he treated his best friends and his loved one. And about his life from past, now and the future.

The 1st scene was the man scolding his best friend about his assignment. Apparently, he asked his best friend to help him to complete the assignment. And he was not happy about the work and scolded his best friend. He also get v annoyed by the sickness his best friend had.

Then there came the 1st angel. She a Angel of the Past. While the man goin to bed, she appeared and offered to bring him back to his Past..
In the past, the man was very kind hearted,helpful and care about other ppl including the begger.

After finished all bout his Past, the angel bring him back to now and disappeared. Well, he thought it was just a dream. Not long after, the Angel of Now came. Bring him back again to c how he changed from a kind hearted, caring and loving person to a cruel, heartless, and bad person.

And right after he back to his room. He Met another angel, is the Angel of the Future. She, again, bring him to the future. To see how his life will be.. and his best friend passed away.

He cant believed wat happened in front of him.. And he decided to change. To change back to who he was last time. And during Christmas, he invited his best friend and his loved one to church and celebrate Christmas.

There they were. Charis, was the man's gf. Victor was his best friend and Philip was the main character there.

The Angel of The Past.

the angel of now.

Angel of the Future

After the drama, Choir team came back again for another few songs and that's all about the night.

And more photos sessions.... :)

Oh!! Prof Ferguson and his wife.

ermmm...Sam..wat r u doin?? -.-

Lian,Me,CY,YC,Alex

Shing Hui,Alice,CY,Lian,Me,Tan

91, Persiaran 8 rulez.

BDS Year 2 + Sylvia and Gerviene from Year 1

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CA results..

2007-12-14T13:22:00.001+08:00

1st module.. was a very very busy module. Headache and stress 1 as well.

Cant really finished everything and skip somes as well.. and went for exam..

My pathology was the worse among all.. It came out those questions that i totally didnt touch at ALL!!! 3 out of 4 questions doesnt even know how to do..

Moments ago, my results finally out..

Thought my patho sure fail. Was super scare and went to the results board and check...

Oh?? i PASSED ALL!!! i was shocked.Relief. But i wasnt happy. I know my lecturer lower the grade till quite low in order for us to pass. There r total 14 ppl failed that paper( i happened to count it ). I knew that i was just at the border line of passing, that's why i cant be happy now. Cause i need to work harder for my 2nd CA in order i can push back up the marks... In order not to fail my finals.

Well, dunno whether im lucky or wat. Congrates to those who passed and who got distinctions.
For those who did not score that well, DUN give up!!

God Blessed.

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Happy Birthday Ei Leng. >.<

2007-12-10T19:36:00.002+08:00

I, hereby wish you Happy Birthday again :)

Ei Leng's birthday was on the 8th of this month. So, Cassendra they all have planned a surprize birthday party for her.

All of us met up at seventeen, a bar & restaurant near Village mall there, not really near the town area..but is quite a happening place there.

Ok, back to her surprize bday party,
Charis was the one in charged of fetching her and bring her to Makbul to have supper while we getting prepared. Around 11pm, they reached seventeen.Well, of cause we already waiting at the entrance there, when she appeared, all of us shouted( errmm..not exactly all la...cause i was holding the camera recording. ) :"HAPPY BIRTHDAY EI LENG!" along with a birthday song.

The waitress then show up with the " BDS style Mixed Birthday Cake " , she make a wish and blow off the candles.

can see the BDS styled cake?? special kan?

ooppsss... sorry gabby, ter-block ur face :)

fr left: CY, Carmen, Phebe, Gab, Alice, & Shing Hui

fr left: Alex, Kel, CY, & Carmen

fr left: Phebe,Gab, & Alice

fr front: Adrian, Ei Leng, Alex, & Charis

-.-"' Charis...was a bit too excite

TL and me.

Lian and me.

Oh ya.. me, TL and Alex, each of us, bought a bouquet of rose for Ei Leng..Haha.. cause Carmen was planning to buy flowers for her. Since we followed her car, so three of us bought one each and giv Ei Leng as Bday present. Hope u like it, Leng !!

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Ending..

2007-12-01T22:23:00.001+08:00

Time flies. A blink of eye and here's the last month of year 2007.

Too much of emotions i put into it. Some are so emo that me myself cant even dare to remember it. Keep it deep inside my mind or erased it. Not to say there are no happy moments. Those moments with my family and friends, will always remember and appreciate it. Even if it happen that i diagnosed with schizophrenia, those memories will always stay in my mind :)

Nothing comes and goes easily and perfectly. 2007 was the year i turned 21, the key for me to unlock the gate of freedom.
"A key for you to open the door of disco and casino " , i used to say that always.
This key not only opened up my freedom, it also opened up my mind. Waken up my mind. It make me understand more about human.More about how fake and reality human is. How dumb the way human handle things and make decisions. How human making use of someone in order to get profits and satisfaction. How cruel human beings are, in destroying mother natures and each other.How human make comments about others while they themselves not really perfect as well.

Of cause not all human is like tat. Some that i met were lovely and kind. They know how to take care of others. Know how to considerate. Know when to be silent and when to give advices. Know when to lend a hand when you are in troubles, and to lend an ear when you need someone to listen to your problems.

I should say thank you to them because without them, i wouldnt be sitting here and writting. I would have gave up long time ago..

For now...

I just hope the ending will at least be a good and memorable 1.
And hope the comin new chapter will be a happy 1.

(fingers crossed)

-End-

:: L.O.V.E ::

2007-11-02T18:36:00.001+08:00

Love.

What is love?

Do you really know what it's mean?

Can we define love?

Is the word "love" give the same meaning for everyone?

What is the solution to love?

What will happen if one lose his/her love one?

What will happen if someone you used to love, doesnt love you anymore?

What will happen if your love for the one already vanished? No more? Gone?

Will you be alone? Are you scare of being alone? Just because you lose your love one?

What kind of life will you have, after you lose your love one? Will it be the same as last time?

Or will it be better? Or worst?

I have no idea.
I dont really know.

-End-

2007-10-27T03:41:00.001+08:00

There r a lot of things u dunno about urself. And u didnt realised it until ur friends told u so, the real u. How they think about you. What kind of person u r.

My mind came across this...
Wondering how others might think about me.
What kind of person i am?

Am i too mean to others?
Am i too rude to them?
Am i too sarcastic sometimes?
Am i nice?
Am i gud?
Am i spoited?

Did i offended them? Did i apologize? Did they forgive me?
Did i say something wrong sometimes that i doesnt even realised?

Everyone makes mistakes. No one is perfect in this world. No matter how good u r, u will, for once make mistake.

I do make mistakes. Lots of mistakes.

Well, i know there r ppl who get offended because of wat i say or did to them. I apologized.
And also those who STILL mad at me although i've apologized.
And those who didnts really care about wat i say or did, cause they just dun care! Im totally ok with that cause sometimes i also dun care about wat other ppl say about me.

Well, if u got anything not satisfied about me, do dropped by and leave a comment. I dun mind if u choose to remains as anonymous. :)

Again, i apologize.

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unsure..

2007-10-27T01:53:00.001+08:00

Feel very unsure, insecured this few days.

Quite emotional also.

Maybe because im tired and stress. Always study till very late. Around 4am only i slept everyday.

Because of that, i felt sick. My nasopharynx injured again. Bleed again. Every morning, my sputum is full of clotted blood. Quite scary though. Just went to ENT today. Doc say is because i hav sensitive nose. Ask me not to blow my nose that much.. cause will easily burst the blood vessels. Gave me 2 nasal sprays. One is to open up the airway, another is for sensitive nose.

Or maybe is because of something else. Which is quite complicated now. Which i found quite unsure. My situation is like there r two paths for me to choose, i stuck between those 2 and dunno which 1 should i choose. I dunno...

Or maybe is both. It's just both i guess.

2007-10-26T23:05:00.001+08:00

Do you feel like u being used sometimes?

Do you sometimes have a feeling that everyone around u is just acting nice to u?

Do you ever experienced that when u need help, no one is there for u? When they need ur help, they will come to u?

This is reality. Maybe we need to be like this in order to survive.

I dun really know...

What i do know is, life isnt tat bad, we r not always surrounded by those ppl. There r ppl who r really care about u, who willing to help when u really need 1 and wont request for any return.

Im feel lucky to have YOU all as friends. Thanks for being a part in my life..

Love you all . Muah *

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Wat i did and will do today

2007-10-18T19:57:00.001+08:00

Woke up around 7.50am ( my class start at 8.30am ) by CY. ( actually my alarm rang at 7.30am, but i sleep back.. hehe. )

Prepared and got into the car around 8.10am.

Reached Uni around 8.25am, sure will get screwed by lecturer, who knows our Microbio lecturer came even later than us,she reached around 9am. Her reason : she thought our class start at 9.30am. O.o

Nvm.. was fking hungry, sleepy, but try my best to stay awake and..concentrate.

Manage to stay awake until the last lecture, Pathology. Well, not exactly a lecture though. Just a few pictures with explaination. Distributed around,and we were asked to try to understand both the pic and explaination.

Lunch time (Yay ! ) : Went to a Korean restaurant with CY, Sam, Yi Chin and Yee Wooi ( he drove). Had a bowl of cold noodles. Ya, C-O-L-D. Special but taste so so nia..

After that, Dental Technology Lab. Tooth Carving. Continued from last carving, upper third molar. The root was SO DAMN DIFFICULT TO CARVE!! Still not yet done, still got one more class to go.

Reached home around 5 something. Then lepak in CY's room, together with Kel and Sam, helping him to distribute the souvenirs. ( For ur infomation, he just came back from Korea )

Bathed and had my dinner.

Now, studying...

Later,go jamming then sleep...

That's all about wat i did and i will do today. :)

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update

2007-10-15T19:43:00.001+08:00

Just reached SP not long ago..4 days holiday for Hari Raya..Went back KL relax.. Recently my face is full of pimples... a lot.. so so scary.. 1st time in my life.. maybe because of stress, and not enough sleep.

Now, having dinner with my gurl at Seventeen. =)

Later tonight post again k? makan 1st.. ciaoz.

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Yeah!

2007-10-10T20:52:00.001+08:00

Life without internet is like HELL..

This morning, my friend inform me that their house internet already activated!! I was like wat the hell, that fucking TM ppl, we applied streamyx at the same time but then their house 1 can used ady.. why our DSL light still blinking?? sob* sob*

So after class, went back and try... STILL the same. Blinking non- stop. So, i called to the technician support AGAIN! ( ya, we apply on the 2nd of Oct, within this 8 days, i call around 5 times i think, everytime i called, they will say the same old thing " Mr. Sia, try to on it tmr and c, our technician is STILL installing the jumper, if by tmr evening still cannot, call back this number and make a report. -.- )

Today, is time to release my angerrrrrr!! A Malay guy pick up my line ( unlucky him ). And i start to scold.

" i already call for 5 damn times, and the damn DSL light still blinking... "

"Sir, may i know ur account id plz?""

" -.-"' oh! bla bla @ streamyx "

i continued, "my friend went to TM and complaint, only they activated her line, how come my 1 still the same??"

"Wait a moment Mr. Sia, i help u to reset the account"

..........3 to 4 minutes later..............

" Sir, try again. " ( still the same )

Then he make a report and give me the report number. He say if still blinking, call and tell whoever in charge the report number and check the status.

After i hang up the phone, still dun wanna giv up, i try again... mana tau... DSL NOT blinking anymore... WAHAHA... me and Luun were so excited... and happy of cause. Suddenly, i felt a bit guilty that i scolded the guy just now.. hehe..sorry ya whoever is it. :)

Then fast fast go and set up everything and also set up my router.

Eventually everyone can access to internet via wireless except my com cause my own router cant support my com.. kesian...

nvm la..as long as can online, using LAN cable also nvm:)

Now onlining.. chatting with mum, friends, checking mails and blogging :P

-End-

haih...

2007-10-07T16:04:00.001+08:00

Life without internet is not a life at all!!!

Moved out ady. Applied phone line, and streamyx also. But still cant online..WTF.

All because of the slowness of TM Net ppl. 2nd of october,finally got our modem and everything that is needed to set up connection. Went back to our house, happily and excited, Tee Luun try to install.. mana tau, the Link/ DSL light is blinking. That's mean we cant use the internet also if we had install it.

So, i called to TM net technician support, and asked. They told me that their technicians are STILL installing something called " jumper" ( i dunno whether it's spell like that, watever la. ) Need around 3 to 7 days.

5 days passed. Still the same. So i called again today. The same thing again but they added, "If still blinking by tomoro, call this number again and ask for ur account status, then ask for technician to come over and fix it..

That's why i cant online lor...so cham.. haih.

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I'm back....to AIMST.*sob sob

2007-09-07T01:16:00.001+08:00

Hi hi..( sound like Yi Chin ) Just reached AIMST not long ago. My bus was 12pm and it took around 7 fking hours to reached Sungai Petani. WTF. The bus stopped at 2 places. One was before Ipoh Toll. Another one was at Kumanting, Konsortium main station. Wasted around 1 hour there. Heard that because of raining they cant bertolak wor..

So, from 4.30pm to 5.30pm, i sat in the bus doin nothing. Cant sleep, and it's hot!( although it was raining, but the sun still there, up there, shining.. so hot! direct sunlight! )

And felt so pai seh for Ei Leng and Sook Mei. Cause at first, our plan was reached the bus station together and share one taxi back to hostel. Who knows that my bus stopped for fking long and they forced to go 1st because the taxi driver started to get annoyed and complaining..

I, on the other hand, called Tee Luun for SOS. And manage to reached hostel without a cent. haha...

Reached my room. Dusty. Full of insects ( especially spiders and ants, i hate both. Seriously, cannot tahan the "geliness" of spider.. Yack! ) No choice but to clean up the whole room.

By using a white T, dunno whose was that, wet it, and start cleaning. Due to lack of tools, im force to use other ppl shirt as a cleaning tools. So sorry about whoever T it was. Cleaning half way, oh!! only realized i forgot to bring water bottle! No water supply??!! Tonight im gonna die of dehydration. Luckily it was still early, stop my work and went down to Cafe and bought a bottle of RO water. ( Also, after dinner only i realized my shampoo and shower cream already finished!! Cant bath?? NOOOO.. dun wan to be dirty meow.. so went to the glossary shop and buy )

Continue my cleaning, and chatted with Hai Hock ( ya, he came back ady. Tuesday reached SP ), eventually, he also moving out!His friends already found a house at BLM and within this few days, he will move out. Cant wait to move out..

So, after finished unpacking, took my laptop to Sam's table and try to connect to internet.

At 1st dunno y cant access into it. Called Alice for help, only knew that i must go to internet option, click on connection and then LAN setting to key in the address.

And, Wala, can online and post!! hehe..

k la..Stop here.. goin to sleep now, need to wake up early tmr for juniors orientation. Need to bring them for a tour around my Uni. -_-

Nitez world!

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My birthdate

2007-09-06T01:08:00.001+08:00

Saw this in Chin Han's blog( kopitea.blogspot.com ), found it interesting.
So i try it out. :) And here is it, my birthdate:

Your Birthdate: August 3

You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper.
You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality.
Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure.
Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone.

Your strength: Your larger than life imagination

Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered

Your power color: Lime

Your power symbol: Lightening bolt

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Aloha...

2007-09-05T03:33:00.003+08:00

Well, 2nd clubbing since back to KL. This time, Aloha. Woohoo...

Waited for Adrian to come my house and we went by one car. My car, i drove. Not really sure where was it, called my bro to ask for direction. And actually both of us drove around KLCC 2 rounds before we manage to found our destination. Hehe... 1st time go ma.. is like that la.. not all KL ppl know ALL the KL roads... :P

So, reached there earlier.While waiting for Poh Yee and her bf, me and Lian went jalan jalan around that area. We passed by Beach club, Thai club and of cause Aloha.

Bitch, Ah no.. is beach club. Fking lots of ppl. All uncle aunty..

Aloha..

This is Aloha. Inside quite big though. There r 3 floors. ground, 1st and underground. Ground floor is normal, got bar, tables, chair, a stage with live-band and of cause DJs.

Outside, got a place for steamboat. Nice! Is for those who felt hungry after drink too much. not sure whether need to pay anot. Never go and try.

At first we were at the ground floor. Our table is a bit too far from the stage. So, we decided to went underground. Well, Derrick, Poh Yee's bf, opened 2 bottles.At first, me and Lian were like, hah!! Din bring enough money ler..how aR? later i ask Poh Yee, she say her bf will claim his company for that bottles. Wow... drink for free.. hmmm.. but a bit pai seh lor.. Thanks ya Poh Yee and Derrick!

The underground club is called Honolulu club :)

We open 2 bottles of Black Labels. Reached underground. Very few ppl there. Quite empty though. Maybe is still early and it's weekday. That's why not many ppl club.

Well, sitting there, start drinking. Sometimes sitting there, silently, thinking. Boring. Sometimes chatting with them.

At around 12am, more and more ppl came. Starting to get high. :)

kosong...

Dance floor also kosong.

Poh Yee and Derrick.

Adrian Lian..wat a pose! SEXY??hahaha...

me with my new hair cut.. hmmm. short la.

More and more ppl came and dance floor finally got ppl.

my drink

Drink, dance, enjoy., getting high, blurr. hehe.. Dance till i sweat.. Woo.. Hot.

Shoot a short video of wat happen inside aloha..Actually cant video it...curi curi 1..Shhh..

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Just a thought.

2007-09-04T18:45:00.002+08:00

Reading The Star.. Suddenly saw one familiar logo.. the AIMST logo.
Oh? September intake.. hmmm.. with curiousity, i read wat it wrote there.

"....but that's only half the story"
"You should come and see what we have to offer more"

Wat is that?? Trying to be MYSTERIOUS?? Lame and outdated la.
Cant complaint much also cause im studying in that Uni. Hopefully there r more and more ppl recognise this Uni and know this Uni.

Sometimes ppl ask, "oh? studying Dentistry, WHERE?"
I replied, " Oh, a private Uni in Kedah."
"UUM ar? Where ar? Name?"
"Ah...no la..is AIMST UNIVERSITY."
"Ohhh..nvr heard of it"
.....
-_-

i wont blame them. Not many ppl knew about this Uni Cause it's new. So, it need us to promote it.Let ppl know it existence. Hope wat writen down here will become reality, and not just a dream.

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Melaka Merdeka

2007-09-03T20:49:00.003+08:00

I know is a bit too late now to post this.. hehe.. pai seh ler. Cause now only got time.

Well, merdeka eve i went to Melaka, the town of history. Haha.. to celebrate Merdeka with my gurl gurl.

Reached there around 3.30pm , fetch my gurl back to her hostel to change then we can go out. While waiting for her, felt kinda boring cause my car radio spoiled, so no music, then no entertainment . My only option : SS lo.. hehe..

yayaya..i know i know.. u all sure -_- like this right??or -.-"' right? hehe.. cant help it la.. and boring ma. So, ss is the BEST choice lo. ( SS = shock sendiri )

Then we went to her GRAND aunt's house ( still alive though,haha.. kidding la.. she still young, around 50 plus only. Why? dont ask me. :P ), cause im staying at her aunt's house for the next 2 days. All the hotels, resorts in Melaka are fully booked. Tiuz. So nice meh Melaka, why everyone wanna go there and celebrate wor... go KL ma.. better. Menyusahkan people only. Hehe... :P

At night, we went to town, the shopping malls called Mahkota Parade and Dataran Pahlawan. Window shopping :)

dataran pahlawan.

Hungry. no place to eat... so we ended up at "I'm Lovin It".

my gurl :)

errrr... me lo. who else.

a shop in dataran pahlawan. chocolate dip, it that wat u all call it?
dun know la. wat i know is the three strawberries there ( covered
with chocolate ) cost around Rm 5 i think. Hmmm..

Went into padini concept store. Walk around and i saw one shirt from SEED damn chun. Wanted to buy but not enough money ler.. need to safe it for the next day. hehe.. nvm la. This holiday i spend alot lo.. spend on shopping buying clothes and jean. Bought one jean from Authentics. Then spend on clubbing. And nevertheless, on my girl. hehe... Well, promise myself need to start saving money now. Hopefully i can la!!

Ok, back to Melaka. Din stay till midnight and shout "Merdeka" cause gf need to go back hostel before 12am. So i shouted Merdeka alone in the room -_-

The next day. Merdeka day. Woke up early, around 7am. That's the earliest since this holidays started. haha..Went to town, heard there's a Dim Sam restorant v nice and famous. So we go and check it out.

Reached there, damn! Lots of ppl. wth.All the ppl working there was so busy, i waited for my shieu mai for almost half an hour... -.- hate to wait when my stomach is empty... v impatient right? hehe.. no la. If is, already scold lo.. still sit there quietly and wait meh.

Finished Dim Sam, was planning to go and watch movie on the other side of the town. But then ALL the roads were blocked for Merdeka celebration. haih.. no choice but to park my car and go down there to watch the marching lor.

Forgot wat team was this liao.

Police forces.

Next destination, we went Port Dickson. Dunno why suddenly my girl suggested to go there. So, we went. hehe.. It was the 1st time i went to Port Dickson. Surprise? Never been to there before with family or friends. Maybe went before, maybe i cant remember anything about it gua. My memory about my childhood started in Kuantan, a house at Air Putih. Single storey. That time the beach there not as nice as now. U can ask Sam. More worst than now, i mean not that developed. The whole Kuantan was actually a bit kampung kampung. Eh?? why sudd went to Kuantan.. cis.

So, following the road signboard, and we manage to reached our destination. We take a walk at the beach there.

my hair..like dry grass.. haha.. :P

Went to pizza hut to had lunch. talking about this, damn pissed man. I ordered one meatball spaghetti.

I waited...Pizza came. Yeah!! makan...

Finished pizza. Still not yet come. wait....

Seafood Lasagna came. still waiting...

waiting...finished lasagna..still still waiting...

WTF. So fking long still not yet come. Somemore not that many ppl there also. So Slow.. cb.

So i calling the waiter. No one answer me!! so cham.. keep on calling till i tak tahan. I went to the counter there. With a loud voice, " kenapa saya punya spaghetti belum datang? "

The fella was like:" table apa" with one kind of look. cb..

Then i say " tak apa, nak cancelkan order itu, bill! " f u pizza hut,PD.

Outside the museum tentera. din go in cause not enough time.. :P

Because of Pizza Hut, i need to have my dinner earlier... cause fking hungry. Went to food court and makan chicken rice.

guess how much? rm3.50 nia.So cheap. Normally this in KL, rm5 ++

The next day, last day in Melaka. Went to Jusco had lunch with my girl, and her friends. Went to Nando's. Then after that, we went to watch BLACK SHEEP. Fking lame movie. waste my money only. thought v horror and scary. Tiuz... is like comedy. lan chio show. DUN WATCH.

fr left: girl, Malathi and Chitra.

That's all about my Melaka trip. :)

p/s: something interesting i saw when i was in melaka. See this:

I was like : Wowww!!! Chun. haha... Crazy ppl. Stick all the flag all over the car. Patriotic? Isz the more jalur gemilang u stick, the more patriotism u r?? If is, that's mean those who only put one flag or those who doesn't even put any flag on thier vehicles r not patriotic enough? One word to the driver: Crazy. ( dun misundertand, i mean the driver only. Peace! )

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Massage, anyone?

2007-08-30T02:28:00.001+08:00

Just came back from Saboon Spa. Now, let me tell u wat happen there.

Reached that place around 5pm. ( u can go early if u wan, they open from 12pm to 7am next day )

Went to 3rd floor, where u can c counter with receptionist and "captain". Captain will serve u, promoting their package. After choosing wat u want, they will giv u the locker key.

First thing u need to do, is to put all ur accessaries into the safety box.

Then u will reached a place with lots of lockers which r numbered. Mine was 160 and my bro 1 was 157. Opened it, removed all my cloth, ya i mean ALL. Then they will give u a dark blue short and a dirty-blue colour tower.

Beside the locker room, there was the gym room. For ppl who wanna work out 1st before their REAL WORK. wahaha..

Note: there is no pictures cause i din bring my cam and my phone was kept inside the safety box.. so describe in words, pai seh pai seh..

Ok.. continue. Then we went to ground floor, where the spa and sauna located. There r 2 spa pool there. Each with LCD TV there.( u can c lots of LCD TV in the whole spa centre, fking rich ) In between the pools, there r MIRRORS.. wahaha.. my favourite. hehe.. beside the sink, there r shaving brushs, shaving foam, toothbrush, toothpaste, cotton buds, hair dryer, comb and towers.

Took a shower, then went to the spa pool. Fking hot. Slowly and steadily i sinked myself into the hot water.

Water was freaking hot till my balls almost got cooked!! Then we went into sauna room. Till cannot tahan the hotness inside, came out and shower. Then went to 4th floor.

4th floor, is the place where u can eat, drink, relax and SO much MORE!

that's the place where i online and posted the previous post. Had chicken chop, drink coke, hot tea, had maggi mee curry flavour and coke again while waiting for the massage ladies to come.

Around 7pm, is our turn to massage.

Note: wat u about to read, is rated U. No sexual elements inside. ALL CLEAN.

Well, we went to 5th floor, into a room, quite spacious. It filled with aroma feel, dim light, and sound of the water flowing...Hmmm...so relaxing.

The room is divided into different parts. We went into one of it and there r 3 mattress. So we lie down, and the massage ladies, both r from Thailand, cover us with 2 small blankets.

first, u face up. They will cover ur upper lower part with blankets. Then they start massage from ur toes. Then continue up to ur calf, then thigh.

Finished with the lower limb part, now comes the upper limb. From fingers to wrist then to forearm then last to arm.

Later, they will ask u to face down. lying with my back facing up, they start to massage ur back. Same as just now, from bottom to top. Later, they will massage ur head.. from scalp, to ear, nose, and eye.

In that room, there r ppl sleeping and snoring..WTH.. ppl wanna relax, and he was TOO relaxing.. so noisy. Tak tahan. And also those massage ladies talking in Thai, dunno wat they chatting. Maybe talking about me and my bro..who know. hehe.

After finished, they will take a pen and a piece of paper, wrote down my locker number, and the ladies pass her paper to me. I was like "????" " Why u pass me the paper?" " U wan my phone number?" and guess wat, they wan TIPS. -.-

Came out and went down to makan. Then went into "cinema". Oh ya, they have their own cinema. Since nothing to do, went inside and watch Protege, AGAIN. haih -_-

finished the show, is time to pay... guess how much me and my bro spend? Arounf rm 310.

I was like OMG. Not even one day, no no no, half a day 310 GONE.... *sob sob... But nvm la.. my brother pay ma.. haha.. :P

Itu la my 2nd experience in a spa centre. 1st one i went to Sucasa, near Ampang. This 1, near Times Square.

Saboon Spa

2007-08-29T18:42:00.001+08:00

Now im at Saboon health spa.

Waiting for massage.... Dun think -ve or dirty k? Is a HEALTH spa.

But then of cause got SOMETHING else there la..

Still waiting... kind of boring. But one thing gud is u can eat watever u want, how much u want, drink as much as u wan...for FREE. But of cause u need to pay for the whole thing.. i think for massage is around rm 148 per person.

Later im home describe more to u all. Hehe..

gotta go and enjoy la.. ciaoz.

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New look new start

2007-08-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

Everytime when i opened my blog, is the same design, colours, fonts, same sidebars.

And because i got nothing to do, so i decided to change the look of my blog. Hehe..

Well, now here is it. The new look. Not exactly NEW, just that i changed the template, added some new page elements.. thanks to everyone, im able to added those elements into my blog. Thank you.

Do visit :) peace.

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Maison & Mojo >.<

2007-08-20T16:18:00.001+08:00

Went to clubbing this saturday. We planned it quite long liao. Using MSN somemore, so difficult. But, eventually everything went well and we finally got to drink!! wahaha..

At first was only me, my girl, Luun, Lian and Luun's friends.Who knows on friday afternoon, i went to Leisure Mall's Wong Kok met up with Jolene and Lie Yuen to discuss about the coming Dental Dinner(actually din talk much about tat lo.. most of the time was chatting nia..hehe..)

Then Jolene asked, " Din go out with ur friends?"

"Got, tomoro night go clubbing. " I replied lo.

"Oh?? Where ?"

"Maison."

"Eh.. i also le.. with Poh Yee and other seniors.." She said.

So that's how we knew that we were goin to the same club.. nice. =)

This is me and Jolene. I order chicken chop rice with baked cheese and red sauce. Jolene order pork chop rice with baked cheese and white sauce. hmmm.. red sauce i think is Italian spag. sauce... about the white sauce............No idea la.

Me and Lie Yuen. That brownish colour drink was "Ying Yong". Right after i drank that...totally condemn. My stomoch felt so so uncomfortable throughout the whole night... till no appetite.

Here come saturday night. hehe...

Well, Luun and Lian met up with me and my girl at mid valley.. some more kena scold by Lian. Because i ask them to reached mid around 5pm.. i came around 6 something.hehe....not that i wanna be late , cause i went puduraya fetch my girl, and u all should know that puduraya...famous for JAM and it was saturday somemore..

And we went shopping while waiting for my girl. She went to A cut above for a hair cut. We went to PDI,SEED,ZARA, and TOPMAN to help Luun search cloth to wear for that night.

And eventually, he brought a bright red colour shirt which i think it was nice and suit able for him.. that shirt from TOPMAN.

Then we went back to my house, waited for Luun's friend, Karen to come. And we carpool to Maison.

Traffic jam along the way to Maison... fking jam. dunno why KL ppl so free. Yala, although is sat night, since sunday no work of cause ppl wanna come out and enjoy enjoy. But there r some ppl like no need to work, everyday go clubbing or maybe clubbing is their job.. -.- THERE R LOTS OF DIFFERENT KIND OF PPL IN THIS WORLD. u know wat i mean. hehe......

Well, luckily we reached in time. hmmm... cant say lucky also. Cause we went at the wrong time and day. That day Maison got DJ Eugene. And he play trans music the whole night. Kinda boring.

We open one bottle of Hennessy VSOP. Guess how much... is RM368...$%^&*@# wtf...hmmm..wat to do, go clubbing of cause need to spend la..

at Maison. Jolene was the photographer. that's me, my girl, Karen, Adrian, and Luun.( that's the red shirt he bought from TOPMAN, nice ? ) i order one Long Island for my girl, and the rest of us drink Hess. hehe..

that's me, Poh Yee, Her bf and Jolene.

tat's their friends...

Peh with Jolene..

Lian with Jolene...

Karen and Jolene..

Errr... most of the picture got Jolene inside cause that's her cam..hehe..3 of us(me, lian, luun) forgot to bring cam. So these pictures i took from her.. hehe...

ah...no comment :P i was talking with py's bf, asking wat others club around this area, that Jolene, took photo of both of us talking.. and both of us din realise she took also... -.-

Eventually, we change club. We walk around that area, and at last went into Mojo. Mojo not that big, no dance floor, but because of the RnB songs, that y we went.

Then in order to drink the Hennessy, we order some drinks from Mojo. I order Heineken, and Graveyard for Lian and Luun.

me and my girl...

Club till 3am. Tired. Drunk... and BaliK....

This wednesday again...hehe...this time,ALOHA..wohooooo. heheee...but still not sure yet. =)

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AIESEC...

2007-08-01T01:20:00.001+08:00

Just came back not long ago from UPM.

Went to find one of my best friends, Brandon aka Chin Han. Why need to go all the way to UPM? Cause for ur infomation, Mr Brandon who is the VP for people development of UPM is a busy man..hehe..

Wah.. i tell u all ah... he busy until goin crazy.. no time to study, to meet up with friends. But nvm, we understand. :P

Anyway, back to AIESEC. This the 1st time i went to an AIESEC gathering of UPM, which held on every tuesday night from 8pm to 10pm ( if i wrong, plz correct me, cause i also not really sure the date and time ).

The very 1st person i knew was an AIESEC member who pick up Chin Han's phone and direct me to UPM( hehe.. cause i dunno how to go la.. cant blame me, never been there before ). Sorry that i din get to know ur name... nvm. Still got chance we'll meet.

Then i managed to get to that place. The gathering held at a place call Dewan Mahasiswa, i think cause that time was a bit dark, i cant c the board clearly. Finally met up with Han. Still the same old him, only change his spec. Then i was invited into the hall, sitting at the top right corner, watching an introduction, i think.

The light was on. And there were people went up to stage and start their speech.. they shout something which i forgot wat was it, it was something like AIESEC... then........ forgot. ( haha.. dun angry dude, 1st time nia... is like that 1 )

Then they started their activity. They distribute a piece of paper. In the paper, there are 4 different column with words which best describe ur personality.In every row, you can only select one word that best describe u from the 4 columns.Then tick it. And at the end, count you got how many tick in each column. Then the sum of all the ticks will eventually lead u to 4 different personalities which are, Sanguine, Choleric, Melancholy, and Phelegmatic. ( For further details, go Google and search for "personality plus" then u will know how to play this game. )

And eventually my result was Sanguine and Choleric. 12-12. Same. Then they divide us into 4 groups according to the 4 personalities. Since i got both Sanguine and Choleric, and i dunno where i should go, so i decided to go Sanguine.

Then they give us an object, each group has one. Ours, was a comb. A purple colour, which can be folded. Then they ask us to come out a script by using the object they gave us just now. And our Sanguine group, come out with all sort of ideas and eventually all of us went up to stage and each of us present it.( not really each of us, cause i din present it.. hehe... )

For Melancholy, their object was a high lighter. And guess wat, they present it quite well, better than us. :) they use it as a Mic, to sing i supposed. then sudd it become a weapon to catch thief...haha..funny.

For phelegmatic, theirs was a pendrive. And Choleric, was a pen.

After all the presentation, they AIESEC members start to explain one by one all the 4 personalities. And below this was the strength and weakness of each personalities...

Sanguine

SANGUINE STRENGTHS
The Extrovert The Talker The Optimist

THE SANGUINE EMOTIONS
Appealing personality
Talkative, storyteller
Life of the party
Good sense of humor
Memory of color
Physically holds on to listener
Emotional and demonstrative
Enthusiastic and expressive
Cheerful and bubbling over
Curious
Good on stage
Wide-eyed and innocent
Lives in the present
Changeable disposition
Sincere at heart
Always a child

THE SANGUINE AT WORK
Volunteers for jobs
Thinks up new activities
Looks great on the surface
Creative and colorful
Has energy and enthusiasm
Start in a flashy way
Inspires other to join
Charms other to work

THE SANGUINE AS A PARENT
Makes home fun
Is liked by children’s friends
Turns disaster into humor
Is the circus master

THE SANGUINE AS A FRIEND
Makes friends easily
Loves people
Thrives on compliments
Seems exciting
Envied by others
Doesn’t hold grudges
Apologizes quickly
Prevents dull moments
Likes spontaneous activities

SANGUINE WEAKNESS
The Extrovert The Taker The Optimist

THE SANGUINE EMOTIONS
Compulsive talker
Exaggerates and elaborates
Dwells on trivia
Can’t remember names
Scares other off
Too happy for some
Has restless energy
Egotistical
Blusters and complains
Naïve, gets taken in
Has loud voice and laugh
Controlled by circumstances
Gets angry easily
Seems phony to some
Never grows up

THE SANGUINE AT WORK
Would rather talk
Forgets obligations
Doesn’t follow through
Confidence fades fast
Undisciplined
Priorities out of order
Decides by feelings
Easily distracted
Wastes time talking

THE SANGUINE AS A PARENT
Keeps home in a frenzy
Forgets children’s appointments
Disorganized
Doesn’t listen to
the whole story

THE SANGUINE AS A FRIEND
Hates to be alone
Needs to be center stage
Wants to be popular
Looks for credit
Dominates conversations
Interrupts and doesn’t listen
Answers for others
Fickle and forgetful
Makes excuses
Repeats stories

Choleric

CHOLERIC
The Extrovert The Doer The Optimist

STRENGTH
THE CHOLERIC’S EMOTIONS
Born leader
Dynamic and active
Compulsive need for change
Must correct wrongs
Strong-willed and decisive
Unemotional
Not easily discouraged
Independent and self-sufficient
Exudes confidence
Can run anything

THE CHOLERIC AT WORK
Goal oriented
Sees the whole picture
Organizes well
Seeks practical solutions
Moves quickly to action
Delegates work
Insists on production
Makes the goal
Stimulates activity
Thrives on opposition

THE CHOLERIC AS A PARENT
Exerts sound leadership
Establishes goals
Motivates family to action
Knows the right answer
Organizes household

THE CHOLERIC AS A FRIEND
Has little need for friends
Will work for group activity
Will lead and organize
Is usually right
Excels in emergencies

CHOLERIC
The Doer The Optimist The Extrovert

WEAKNESS
THE CHOLERIC’S EMOTIONS
Bossy
Impatient
Quick-tempered
Can’t relax
Too impetuous
Enjoys controversy and arguments
Won’t give up when losing
Comes on too strong
Inflexible
Is not complimentary
Dislikes tears and emotions
Is unsympathetic

THE CHOLERIC AT WORK
Little tolerance for mistakes
Doesn’t analyze details
Bored by trivia
May make rash decisions
May be rude or tactless
Manipulates people
Demanding of others
End justifies the means
Work may become his god
Demands loyalty in the ranks

THE CHOLERIC AS A PARENT
Tend to overdominate
Too busy for family
Gives answers too quickly
Impatient with poor performance
Won’t let children relax
May send them into depression

THE CHOLRIC AS A FRIEND
Tend to use people
Dominates others
Decides for others
Knows everything
Can do everything better
Is too independent
Possessive of friends and mate
Can’t say, "I’m sorry"
May be right, but unpopular

Melancholy

MELANCHOLY
The Introvert The Thinker The Pessimist

STRENGTH
THE MELANCHOLY’S EMOTIONS
Deep and thoughtful
Analytical
Serious and purposeful
Genius prone
Talented and creative
Artistic or musical
Philosophical and poetic
Appreciative of beauty
Sensitive to others
Self-sacrificing
Conscientious
Idealistic

THE MELANCHOLY AT WORK
Schedule oriented
Perfectionist, high standards
Detail conscious
Persistent and though
Orderly and organized
Neat and tidy
Economical
Sees the problems
Finds creative solutions
Needs to finish what he starts
Likes charts, graphs, figures, lists

THE MELANCHOLY AS A PARENT
Sets high standards
Wants everything done right
Keeps home in good order
Picks up after children
Sacrifices own will for others
Encourages scholarship and talent

THE MELANCHOLY AS A FRIEND
Makes friends cautiously
Content to stay in background
Avoids causing attention
Faithful and devoted
Will listen to complaints
Can solve other’s problems
Deep concern for other people
Moved to tears with compassion
Seeks ideal mate

MELANCHOLY
The Introvert The Thinker The Pessimist

WEAKNESS
THE MELANCHOLY’S EMOTIONS
Remembers the negatives
Moody and depressed
Enjoys being hurt
Has false humility
Off in another world
Low self-image
Has selective hearing
Self-centered
Too introspective
Guilt feelings
Persecution complex
Tends to hypochondria

THE MELANCHOLY AT WORK
Not people oriented
Depressed over imperfections
Chooses difficult work
Hesitant to start programs
Spends too much time planning
Prefers analysis to work
Self-deprecating
Hard to please
Standards often too high
Deep need for approval

THE MELANCHOLY AS A PARENT
Puts goals beyond reach
May discourage children
May be too meticulous
Becomes martyr
Sulks over disagreements
Puts guilt upon children

THE MELANCHOLY AS A FRIEND
Lives through others
Insecure socially
Withdrawn and remote
Critical of others
Holds back affection
Dislikes those in opposition
Suspicious of people
Antagonistic and vengeful
Unforgiving
Full of contradictions
Skeptical of compliments

Phlegmatic
PHLEGMATIC
The Introvert The Watcher The Pessimist

STRENGTHS
THE PHLEGMATIC’S EMOTIONS
Low-key personality
Easygoing and relaxed
Calm, cool, and collected
Patient, well balanced
Consistent life
Quiet but witty
Sympathetic and kind
Keeps emotions hidden
Happily reconciled to life
All-purpose person

THE PHLEGMATIC AT WORK
Competent and steady
Peaceful and agreeable
Has administrative ability
Mediates problems
Avoids conflicts
Good under pressure
Finds the easy way

THE PHLEGMATIC AS A PARENT
Makes a good parent
Takes time for the children
Is not in a hurry
Can take the good with the bad
Doesn’t get upset easily

THE PHLEGMATIC AS A FRIEND
Easy to get along with
Pleasant and enjoyable
Inoffensive
Good listener
Dry sense of humor
Enjoys watching people
Has many friends
Has compassion and concerns

PHLEGMATIC
The Introvert The Watcher The Pessimist

WEAKNESSES
THE PHLEGMATIC’S EMOTIONS
Unenthusiastic
Fearful and worried
Indecisive
Avoids responsibility
Quiet will of iron
Selfish
Too shy and reticent
Too compromising
Self-righteous

THE PHLEGMATIC AT WORK
Not goal oriented
Lacks self-motivation
Hard to get moving
Resents being pushed
Lazy and careless
Discourages other
Would rather watch

THE PHLEGMATIC AS A PARENT
Lax on discipline
Doesn’t organize home
Takes life too easy

THE PHLEGMATIC AS A FRIEND
Dampens enthusiasm
Stays uninvolved
Is not exciting
Indifferent to plans
Judges other
Sarcastic and teasing
Resists change

After that, they end the gathering with dances.. :) i din dance. Malu la..hehe... watch them dance, quite good though. >.<

It was a fun night. Enjoy it!

Get to know some new friends. One from PJ and another from Ipoh, Sam Tek! ( i got ask her whether she know Yi Chin, but lucky her, she dunno..haha!! )

That's all for today. Nite. Ciaoz.

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Langkawi.....

2007-07-30T23:21:00.001+08:00

Finish my final, obviously need to find a place to celebrate right?? hehe... Well, langkawi was the place to celebrate.

We ( me, Adrian, Sam, Kel, CY, Alex, Charis, Steph, Kaminii, Sarvinaa, Cass, Phebe and Shing Hui ) went to langkawi on the 25th of July. Went by bus, to Kuala Kedah, then bus again to terminal ferry. Then by ferry, and reached Langkawi.

Pictures, pictures and pictures..... sini ada...

fr left: Charis, Sarvinaa, me

errr... we r straight. NOT gay.

fr left: kel, alex, lian and me

007?

fr left: charis, kaminii, sarvinaa and steph.

fr left: CY and kel

Sam... wat a gud look.. :P nice pose!!

Note: If you want details about this trip, please click on the "langkawi" word above...it will link u to Sam's blog...thanks.

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Finally.....

2007-07-30T22:46:00.001+08:00

Finals finally finished. Wat a relief... Whole body felt lighter, relax. And my results already out. Why so fast?? Cause they need to let those who are goin for supplementary paper got enough time to prepare.

As for me, i passed all with one distinction on OSPA. Hmmm... if for the previous me, i sure will feel unhappy and disappointed but now i changed. I realised that results is not all. Although one needs to study in order to pass, to score as high as possible, but please dun forget to socialised. Must always remember that there are friends, coursemates. They are willing to help, so get along WELL with them so that you wont left alone... Score well in exam which, is a good thing, but without celebration with friends which, is not a good thing. Celebrating alone is a v v sad thing... I obviously dun like to be alone, left alone, without friends...V CHAM...

I tried my best to do well in exam, cause i dun wan to disappointed my parents especially my mom. She spends so much in my studies, wat i can repay her is my results.So, my point is , everyday ya'll saw me studying, cause 1) my speed of studying v slow.. 2) im not smart, so must study lots of time only can remember 3) X disappointed my mom.

Get my points????

Just wanna tell ya'll that, Im not from the KIA SHU GANG... so so so better change ur thought about me :)

Time flies... so fast already one year. Lots of things happened. Lots of new things and ppl
introduced into my life.. which is good. I'm happy and felt lucky that i choose to study there cause i've learned so much..

Just wanna use this opportunities to tell everyone there, my housemates, not my housemates, those who i knew, ALL my coursemates, my lecturers, my seniors, Happy that i get to know all of u, thanks for taking care of me and each others, will appreciate this friendship v well...

God Bless.

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LaSt DaY...of class :)

2007-07-30T21:44:00.002+08:00

Well 20th June 2007 was the last day of lectures before our finals.

We all planned to wear white to class. For the every last time :)

Here are some pictures of that day...

The BDS Buddies...

that's Dr Shetty, our Biochemistry lecturer.

Errr...this picture a bit sesat.. hehe.. it was taken on the
other day.. :P

fr left: Sam, me, Shin Yin, SM, Adrian.

me, Sam & CY.

P/S: try to look closely, look at Sam's face.... the way he smile, is the same... :P

love will keep us alive

2007-04-30T18:24:00.002+08:00

this was a video taken during the audition of our Dental Dinner. The one who's in the center was Ken. Ken has a nice voice.Pure and clear. hehe...the 2 fella beside him were Adrian(on the right of Ken) and Tee Luun. Both of them are great guitarist. Sometimes i also feel envy cause i dunno a think bout music.. hehe..

Mr. Samuel Chan...

2007-04-30T02:04:00.001+08:00

Please enjoy the clip below

You must be wondering.. why this guy's reaction so extremely big?? It's just a dead insect. =)

By the way, the person that put the insect on his shirt was me... hehe =P

Oh well, that's Samuel. Let me introduce him to yá'll. Sam, 19++ from Kuantan, was doin CPU(canadian pre-U) before came to AIMST. Is a damn rich fella.. =) father is a Dentist.... He's one of my roommate. Funny guy, good and nice.He's very particular..everytime he's the one who mop the floor, clean the living room. But one thing bout him that make us laugh is that... He is damn scare of INSECTS. especially THE BIG 1!!! hehe.

That's y everytime we making fun of him or scare him with insects.Pity him actually...feel kinda bad but.. it was fun. hehe...(dun get pissed off with me k, Sam? hehe..was kidding.) There is lots of different kind of insects around our campus. Everynight we had diff "visitors" came into our room.. sometimes they bite..Ouch.. damn pain.

Here is another video..

Part I

Part II

Well... that's Samuel Chan...

Photosssssssss

2007-04-30T00:37:00.001+08:00

CAFE FOOD...

Before.. now even worst.. only 1 vege and 1 meat. My god!!! But dunno wat happen, is seem that
recently the food return to 2 vege and 1 meat again..

this is after we go and "ta pao"...

AT MOTOMIYA...

makan sushi... there r quite lots of video on that day... we were playing a game. Whoever lose, need to eat a special made sushi with lots of wasabi inside. :) i was not in the pic cause im the one who took the pic... :P

THIS IS WAT HAPPEN BEFORE AND DURING OUR CONT. ASSESSMENT
(PIC TAKEN DURING MODULE 3)

CY studying.. as u can see.

Sam love to study alone and walking here and there while studying... He can in one night, i mean ONE NIGHT, walk from our room to living room then to WASHROOM then back to the room 20++ times...

Venga and Ken.

Oh?? playing cards? "tai di"...

Ah Lian.. Playing S.W.A.T.

Hmmm.. concentrating.. hard to c Kelvin being so serious...

Well, this is wat we do before and during our exam....

EXTRA...

me and sarvinaa

Sam's new hair style... no comment. :P

Guess wat they're doin? All were watching "House"!!

NEW ANATOMY DISSECTION HALL...

well, this the locker room outside ADH

AT FLAME, AUTOCITY.

We went to a place called Autocity, at Juru on 23-4-07. Had our dinner at Flame, a steamboat restaurant.

fr left: Adrian,Kel,Tee Luun,Me,Gillian,Yi Chin,Sook Mei,Cassendra,Ng Keat,CY.

Yee Ting,Ling Huey,Carmen,Brian,JJ also went.

Happy 21st Birthday!!!!!

2007-02-11T03:46:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to u..
Happty birthday to u..
Happy birthday to Yanni..
Happy birthday to U! =)

Today, 11th of Feb is Yanni Chew Chui Yann's birthday. She turns 21 this year. The earliest to turn 21 among us.. hehe. Not saying that u become older, just telling everyone that u become mature. YES.. M-A-T-U-R-E.

Well, like wat Ai Yee said just now, three more years to go, by the year of 2010, we already knew each others for 10 LONG years. WOW.. i cant believe it also. Time passes so sO SO fast. From knowing you as a "garang" looking girl( not offended plzzz =) ) to a nice, friendly, and kind girl.

Is good to have u as a friend, a really GOOD friend.

I'll appreciate our friendship.. from the past, now and then....till forever!!

Friendship "MUN SHUI"(in cantone)

Friends 4ever!!!!!

dota???

2007-02-09T04:24:00.001+08:00

my hostel my room

2007-02-09T01:51:00.001+08:00

Well, after 5 months (i think) finally i got free time to write my blog.. hehe.
This is my ROOM.(Actually is not totally MINE, is together with my roommate awa course mate Siva, Kelvin and Samuel.....with some outsiders sitting there playing Dota :P ).
My bed was on the top right seen from this picture. Can u see there's cloths and undies hanging on my wardrobe.

hehe.. this was it. There no place to hang my cloth after wash.. only the washroom. So i use my wardrobe to hang my cloth. Still remember got one time i hang all my undies here before i went back to KL. Then when i back to Sp, i saw a note sticking there and wrote " Underwear Exhibition"by Samuel Chan Bok Yong. WTF... -_-" hehe.

My study desk. Full of books and notes. Some more got bread there... hehe.. Actually this kind of desk is not enough for us to put all our books and stuff. Maybe it was not enough for me only..hehe.. cause i bought TOO MANY books and i doesn't even touch some of them..haih.. wasted my money...

This is wat inside my wardrobe looks like.

my bed. V untidy right?? :) Is will end up the same if i tidy up my bed..why?? cause sometimes there r ppl coming in and kacau... hehe.. ( just kidding.. dun angry k??)

Ya.. i put my laptop on my bed. I used it to refer the slide of today lectures. Now u know why i say my desk is too small for me.. :)

Well.. That's all about my rooom, people. Below is a pictures which shows wat happen in our house twice a week or sometimes the whole week...

DOTA....

p/s: Btw, currently i pursuing my studies in AIMST, Sungai petani, Kedah on Bachelor of Dental Surgery. Honestly, i feel no regret goin there because the Lecturers there were great, far from wat i expected at 1st. Friends were helpful, funny, and nice.. Just something bout AIMST that im not exactly like about, 1stly, things are not so organised there.. 2ndly, the Food...it's suck. But now it become better after the new catering came. Oh ya.. another thing was the amount of food we got for each meal was so little although sometime we curi-curi go for 2nd round ( what on earth man...goin for 2nd round also need to CURI-CURI) . What really make me full is the RICE. F**k. I'm already F**king thin and small, still give me so little food.. damn!

Our new campus goin to open SOON.. this is wat they(aimst fellas) say since 2004 or 03 i think. It was nice, huge, comes with outdoor swimming poor (still not open for public), basketball court, tennis court(still locked i think), indoor stadium, running track, stupid huge security guard house with only one or two guard there... sometimes the guard felt asleep with the gate open!! Stupid f**kers. Our hostel was located in the new campus and it is named. Seriously u cant believed wat they named our hostel. For our block, they named it Anggerik. Ya.. Anggerik... WTF! At least named it some other english and sound more cool and mature name.Haih. Disappointed.

That's all about my Uni and my hostel. :)

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Ya... my blog still alive... :P

2007-01-30T03:32:00.002+08:00

So sorry that i did not blog THAT OFTEN.. hehe :) Actually i didn't blog for quite a long time. Reasons:

i) Busy with assignments and studies.
ii) Connection in campus SUCK. You cant imagine how slow is it.
iii) Lazy. :)

Actually time is not enough after i started my studies there. Dunno why. Maybe is because i put too much concentration in my studies till i forgot to update my blog, to update myself to my friends, so sorry bout that, my friends. Somemore i got admitted in hospital AGAIN (will tell in details in my up coming blog). Haih.. too much of stress... isz i push myself too hard?? Maybe is , maybe not...Honestly, Im not an intelligent human being, who had a good memory. What i had in myself is hardwork.. Without it, i think i cant make it so far.

Well, need to apologize again that i didnt update my blog..

Just finished my Midterm exam, now holiday for 2 weeks. So there is plenty of time for me to update my life in Uni and whatever things that happen to me..

Will stop here.. Ciaoz.

Yo...i'm still alive!!! haha..

2006-09-11T13:56:00.001+08:00

Hey my friends, sorry for not updating y'all for quite sometimes because busy with stuff. For example, right after merdeka celebration, need to pack and "bertolak" to Sungai Petani. So, cant update my merdeka celebration.

Then, the hostel i'm currently living in is without WIFI!!! OH MY GOD!!!! cant survive without internet... :( . By the way, now im in the lecture hall, using my lecturer's computer, surfing the net and updating you.

So, my life here is still ok.. just a little too boring because today is the first day of class/ school/ lectures. So, no assignments, no project(not yet).....blar blar blar... Im staying in a 4 bedded room hostel with 4 bathrooms and 4 toilets, NO kitchen ( the so-called kitchen was located in the living room). Inside each room, there were 4 single bed, 4 wardrobes, 4 study desks and 4 chairs.

Well, that's all i think. Until im back to KL or they install WIFI in the hostel, only then i can update about my life to y'all.

P/S: Chin Han: i'm training myself now to be more punctual. :P
: Thanks for the words...
Yue Ann: Hope everything is fine at Germany.

MISS YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!!!!!!
HOPE TO C YOU ALL SOON!!!!
KEEP IN TOUCH ALWAYS!!!!!

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Admitted into hospital...Day 2

2006-08-25T23:34:00.001+08:00

( Sorry brothers and sisters, just came back from Kuantan and Genting, so now only update my blog.. )

August 17.
Early in the morning i was waked by 2 nurses, one was quite cute, look so innocent and another one look so so serious. Both of them were students from MasterSkills nursing college. The cute one was responsible to took my B.P. and the other one took my body temperature and respiratory rate.

Later, around 8.30am,before my breakfast, a beautiful doctor :) came in and took my blood for blood test. ( She's HOT. Maybe that's the reason why some of the tests in my report was over or below the reference range. Haha.. kidding :P )

1st injection.

Around 9am, my breakfast came!!! Finally can eat...

This was my breakfast.

Later, my dad and my nephew came and visit me...

i asked my nephew to stand still and took his picture..

"Smile!!!!", i said. *Flashed*

looks like Old Uncle..

This one better... hehe..

After having my breakfast, i curi-curi went back home(for your infomation, a patient is not allow to go back. If caught by nurse, the doctor will not come and diagnose you) while waiting for the hospital to call me to have my CT scan.

Around 2pm...

Ring...ring...ring...

Me: Hello?

Nurse: Sia Ban Yi right?

Me: Ya.

Nurse: WHERE R U NOW? Is your turn to have the CT scan now.

Me: Oh...okok.. i'm at the ground floor buying something ( PENIPU!!! haha.. ). Coming right up!

Nurse: Be fast. Bye.

Me: Bye.

Reached hospital at around 2.02pm, i was told to follow the cute nurse who i mentioned before to the Imaging Department at Ground Floor to had my CT scan. It was quite amazing to had this kind of experience. He asked me to changed my cloth and removed all my belonging (my watch,wallet etc. ) because it would affect the accuracy and the functions of that machine, and it would indirectly affect my scan result. I was asked to lay on the bed-like-structure(It was damn freezing cold~~~) and they injected me with a liquid. I dunno what it called or what it was, what i know was right after they injected me with that liquid, i can felt it start to flow through my blood vessels from my left arm towards my chest. Btw, it smell like mint.

Before the machine starts to scan my chest for the 1st time , it say, " Please hold your breath for 5 seconds. " ( "5 seconds only.. luckily not 10." ) After that, comes the 2nd time and this time i was asked to hold my breath for 20 seconds!!!! (WTF... the feeling was like im stuck in a small wooden box, fully sealed, lacked of oxygen and i was about to die!!! ). Finished the scan, i went back to my ward while waiting for the report.

The scanner..

2nd injection.Pain pain pain....

my lunch: Set A, rice.

clockwise: orange, yucky fish, vege and rice.

Around 4pm, Dr. Vivian came in with the report on his hand. My heartbeat suddenly increased, my body shaking, sweating and my mind was blank.

DV: Sia. From the CT, the scar is nothing and is harmless.

Me: Oh... (wat a relief....)

DV: BUT... for double confirm it was not Tuberculosis(TB), we need to injected u with a *dunno wat it called again* medicine. It will bengkak and a reaction will takes place. After 3 days, which is on saturday 19 of August, come back and let me check.

Me: okay.

Can you see the bengkak ? the medicine was injected right below my skin.
The red coloured circle was draw by the nurse. She told me that if it spread over the circle, means im POSITIVE for TB. Scare scare...

CT report..

page 1

page 2

page 3

page 4

can you see the area which is pointed with a red marker pen??
That's the area caused by previous infection. It left scars on my left lung and it will stay there FOREVER...

Later at around 6pm, i was discharged from Pantai hospital. And guess what, staying there for 2 days 1 night and having my chest scanned cost me Ringgit Malaysia(RM) 1381.41 ( DAMN SO EXPENSIVE!!! i was shocked when the receptionist showed me the bill. ) Luckily i got my insurance covered for me.I only need to pay RM 44 for switching from 4 bedded ward to 2 bedded ward.

THE KILLING BILL...

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tired...

2006-08-17T23:28:00.001+08:00

Just finished my work... tired, dizzy and felt like wanna vomit.. maybe it was because today i done the CT scan, had injections and had my blood tested. Anyway, will wrote about it in details tomorrow.

going to sleep now *Yawn*

Gud nite world.
Gud nite my friends.

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Admitted into hospital...Day 1

2006-08-17T21:25:00.001+08:00

On wednesday, 16th of August, i woke up at around 1pm. Brushed my teeth, ate my lunch and get prepared to go Pantai Cheras to do my CT scan.

Reached there around 2pm. Parked my car and went upstair to 3rd floor. This floor, specialised for all the specialist, was divided into 2 parts, left and right. Each part divided into 2 rows and each row had 5 "suites" where each "suite" was occupied by 1 nurse and a specialist.

The suite of Dr. Vivian Fernandez, a consultant of Ear, Nose,Throat/Head & Neck surgeon was no. 16. I went in, registered and wait for the doc to come. While waiting, my mom suddenly asked me this : "Dr Vivian is a lady right?" "yes i think, cause 'vivian' ma.." I replied. And remember on the previous post, i mentioned about the pertama dr. was so kind that he help me to call the Pantai specialist?? i wrote: "He was so so kind that he called up the Doc in-charged and told her about my problem..."

Not long after, a middle-aged MAN, with proper clothing and tie, walk into the suite and the nurse greeted HIM good morning. Oh NO... Dr. Vivian was a GUY/MAN!!!! Sorry doc!! Thought u was a woman tim... hehe... please forgive me. =) Anyway, when reached my turn, i went into his room and told him everything that he needs to know. He then asked me to sit on a chair where he uses it for check-up. Here was the pic of the chair.

1. Is used to check our ears.
2. Is used to check our eyes.

Finished the check-up, i had asked to be admitted into the hospital to do my CT scan. And this was the ward i stayed, ward no. 2021.

It was a doubled bedded ward. This was the bed.

Anything just press for nurse

big wardrobe.

This was a plastic bag pack with daily commodities.
It's included:

A made-in-Thailand Colgate toothpaste.

A detachable toothbrush.

A Pantai brand's shampoo.

A tea spoon and A fork.

A pantai brand's comb.

A pantai brand's soap.

Pantai baby powder.

And...

A pantai brand's cup.

Right after i admitted, 2 nurses will come and asked me about the set meal i want. From Breakfast to Dinner, there were 3 choices: chicken, fish or vegetable. I choose chicken for my dinner!! And another compulsary work the nurses will do to all the patients is take the patients' blood pressure, body temperature, pulse rate and respiratory rate.

Before my dinner came, i felt hungry and went to the canteen to bought some snacks.. honey stars was one of my snack.. hehe..

it was 6.05pm.

10 minutes later, my dinner came.....

Set B

After having my dinner, Dr. Vivian came in and told me that i'll have my scan on the next day.

So, this was what happened on the first day.. nothing much.. =)

COMING SOON......the next episode of.....

"Admitted into hospital...day 2"

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A long day...

2006-08-16T00:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday(tuesday) i woke up at around 9 in the morning although i slept at 4am . Crazy me!! :P Forced to woke up because going to Gleneagles Intan Medical Centre, KL to do a chest X-ray again....you must wonder why i say AGAIN. It was because i went to Pantai Cheras on the 10th to do the same chest X-ray before i went to Gleneagles. It was a long story....

On the 10th, me, as usual, being forced by my mom ( cause lazy ma.. ) to do AIMST so-called medical check-up. I went to Pertama Polyclinic to do it. Btw, about the medical FORM, it was only an A4 sized paper printed with all those medical Q&A. For example, Allergy YES/NO. Get it??

Back to the check-up, the Doc doesn't really medical checked up me,

he just asked me, "u're normal right??"

"of cause", i said.

Then he just cancelled out all the 'NO' and wrote "normal" starting from section A to F. ( This is what they called a MEDICAL CHECK UP HAH!!!)
After that, reached section G where there were 3 things: Blood Group, Chest X-ray and Hepatitis B vaccination that AIMST required you to proved it with reports.Doc then linked me to Pantai Cheras to do the chest X-ray. That Pertama visit cost me 30 bucks (Damn expensive!!! just for a paper and the signature of the Doc ).

So, My next destination: Pantai Cheras.

Right after i showed the form to the X-ray department person-in-charged and waited for about 5 minutes, my name was called.

"Sia Ban Yi", one of the nurses shouted.

With no doubt, i went into a X-ray room with the nurse. i was asked to take off my shirt...and stand in a position where both of my hands must put on my waist... (it was like when my mom scolding me... )with my breast( i mean my chest) touched on a white coloured box. By the way, the nurse who done the X-ray for me was a guy ( of cause ma.. if not, i rugi lor... :p) Then i was told to take a depth breath and hold it for 5 seconds.. *FLASH. And it's done. Got my report on the same day.

The report

i thought it was a normal, nothing special, and nothing wrong report until i opened it up and took the report out. On the report, Dr Beh, a specialist in Radiology wrote:

"There is a regtangular (is reCtangular my dear specialist) shaped opacity noted in the left apical region, suggestive of pleural thickening. However, CT of the thorax will be helpful for futher evaluation. The rest of the lung fields are clear bilaterally."

Hmmm.. i wondered what was pleural thickening?? As far as i know, the function of pleural is to protect our lungs. Maybe my pleural layer thickened at the upper side of my left lung or they suggest me to go for a pleural thickening??Tak faham la..

So, i went back to Pertama polyclinic on monday. The doc suggested me to do another X-ray at another medical centre, see whether the result was the same or not. This is why i say :"...do a chest X-ray again...."

that area is where there is a rectangular shaped opacity located
at my upper left lung. See that L ? means LEFT.

Back to tuesday. When i reached the imaging department of Gleneagles, there was so so many people waiting their turn to be flashed. After went through the normal prosedure at the registration counter ( register and pay of cause!! ), i sat at the waiting area and wait for my turn. It was 11.45am at that moment.
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12.00pm
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12.30pm "MR. SIA BAN YI".

Oh!! finally my name was called. I was so glad that my name was called and thought i can finished it fast and have my lunch( cause i'm damn hungry and i'm sick of waiting...), so i followed the nurse in and you know what she told me?? PLEASE HAVE A SIT AND WAIT FOR THE DOCTOR TO CALLED.

WAT!!!! WAIT AGAIN??? I'm going to faint soon....

Nothing to do but sitting there waiting for them to called... another 30 minutes passed.

Is was 1.00pm sharped, a cute little small sized doctor came to me and asked me to follow him to do a X-ray.

He flashed me and asked me to WAIT outside..

1.20pm, the doc came out and asked me to do another X-ray. At this moment, i knew and comfirmed my left lung sure got something inside.He asked me to lay my body in the position where my chest was facing that flashing machine. Because he needs another different angle view of my lungs.

He flashed me again and i was asked to WAIT again...

WAIT .
WAIT ..
WAIT...

2.20pm, im so so hungry..... i got fed up and went to the counter to asked for my report..they told me to wait while they will check it for me.

2.30pm Finally, i got my report. Well.. Guess what, the result was the same as what Dr. Beh from Pantai Cheras wrote.

this was the report from Gleneagles Intan.

another different angle view of my lungs.

i went back to Pertama again....for the third time. i told the Doc that i wanted to do a CT scan.He was so so kind that he called up the Doc in-charged and told her about my problem... Conversation between Doc and Doc last for 15 minutes and by today (Wednesday) , i will go for a CT scan at Pantai Cheras.

Wish me Luck!!! God Bless me Plz....

p/s: will update u all as soon as i got my result!!!!

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You Tube

2006-08-15T23:53:00.001+08:00

Was planning to upload one of my video to youtube and put it into my blog, but when i reached that site, i saw this...

It wrote: "We're currently putting out some new features, sweeping out the cobwebs and zapping a few gremlins. We'll be back later. In the meantime, please enjoy a layman's explanation of our website... "

Funny and Creative!!!

Well, guess i just don't have the luck today. =)

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Pc fair...

2006-08-15T18:24:00.001+08:00

Pc fair just ended two days ago.. sorry for the delay cause busy this 2 days.. =)

Well, this pc fair can considered as the most tiring and happiest pc fair for me!!

1) The tiring part.

-need to stand there from 11 am to 9 pm.. Damn! 10 f**king hours..only lunch and dinner time can rest.. what to do.. must rajin sikit, if not, no commission ler..budak miskin ni!! :P

-lots and lots of customers... No time for me to drink even a drop of H2O.And again...no rajin, no money.... =_=

-my poor leg.. standing there for 10 long hours causing both of my leg to turn red. RED?!
Yup! There are blood coming out or i should say squeezing out from the dermis part of my skin, go through the sweat glands and forming red dots.

looks like my a** right?? hehe.. It was my leg. It was between the
femur and tibia of my leg.

2) The happy part

What else??? MONEY la....
- My total commission for this pc fair was more than my basic!!!! Haha.. Can't believe it man.. RM 264 for commission and RM 240 for my basic.

let us do some mathematic here:

RM 264
+ RM 240
_________
RM 505
_________

Damn!!

Although it was not as much money as you think, but for a "poor" kid like me, it's A LOT! =)

Here are some pictures of this year KL pc fair :

that's me..peace!!!

me and jimmy.. he was kind and helpful.. guide me and teach me.

the booth i worked for. Booth 228.

Nice booth!!! futuristic

panasonic toughbook

That's all for pc fair.

p/s: To my gurl gurl: Thanks for ur support!!

p/s: To Micheal, Eric, Ah Hong, Jimmy, Jaclyn, and Calvin: Thank you for guiding me & helping me. Happy to work with yáll!!!

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Cute little "Botak"...

2006-08-06T22:04:00.001+08:00

Today my nephew went to a saloon for a hair cut. This was him before he went to the saloon.....

And this was the "new" him after he had a hair cut...

Sooo Cute!!! hahaha...*cough *cough

side view..

There's another botak...

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Birthday Dinner

2006-08-06T20:48:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the birthday dinner for me and my sis. Since both of our Birthday was on the month of August, we decided to celebrate together ( This can save lots of money :P ) So, this was the pictures of my birthday dinner.... enjoy!!

me with my two nephews, Brenard Ong and Johan Sia
Cute right???

My Brother-in-law with his son. Brenard's face was like
the photocopy of his father face..they look so so alike.

Dinner Time!!!

The Meals....

My Family...

me and my dad

fr l to r: Johan, my Sis-in-law, me, & my fat fat Bro =)

fr left: bday girl(my 2nd sis), me & my mom

fr left: my 3rd sis, me, my 3rd sis bf, & my bro-in-law

Like Father like Son....

The Cake....

It was secret recipe's blueberry cheese cake.

Well, That's all.. =) A simple and happy birthday dinner.

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4th or 11th????? Blurrrrr...

2006-08-01T17:25:00.001+08:00

This was the envelope which the person-in-charge of Student Admission name Miss..."forgot her name".. hehe.. gave it to me before i went back to KL on last Thursday. Right after i reached my house,without second thought, i opened it. Inside, it had 5 to 6 A-4 sized brochures and forms.

One by one i scanned through carefully...until i reached the blue coloured brochure.

Logically, we'll find the line where the name of our Uni printed at to start "scanning".. As i was "scanning", i noticed that my Sept intake was on the 11th........

BUT...

From the Admission letter they sent to me, the intake date was different from what was shown above..

Letter of Admission.

It shows 4th of September 2006....*scratching my head ????* What the hell!!????? I was blurr like hell... dunno what went wrong, was it my eyes??or were they printed wrongly?? Hmmm... it caused me no choice but to check on their website...www.aimst.edu.my and this is what i got....

4th of Sept. 2006 too. Hmm... which mean that the intake for BDS is 4th of sept?? I still had doubt about it.

So, i patiently wait, wait, and wait....until monday(yesterday)!! Only i make a call to Student Admission of AIMST.

Me: "Arrrrr..helo? student admission? "

Miss :"Yes?"

Me: "I just want to confirm about the intake date for Bachelor of Dental Surgery, is on 4th or 11th of Sept?? Because from the letter and brochure you gave me , one wrote 4th and the other wrote 11th."

Miss: "OH! Is on the 4th of Sept.. I forgot to tell you that dun look at the date on the brochure,
just look at the infomations inside it."

Me: "Oh..icic...thanks, Bye!"

Miss: "Bye!"

-_- WTH.. she forgot?? OMG....

Well,what i can say is AIMST is not that organised. I'm not ANTI them, it just that i felt A BIT disappointed. Nothing much....

P/S: Hope they'll keep their promise that by next year, we'll move to the new campus. =)

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Hello......

2006-07-29T15:38:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone!!! Just post a blog to say Hi.

Currently i'm still at KL but going to pursue my studies at AIMST, Kedah on this coming September.

Quite boring staying at home. Got no where to go, stay at home study, sleep and eat....*yawn*. Can't wait to start my course. By the way, I'm going to study Bachelor of Dental Surgery (BDS) at AIMST.

Just came back from Kedah two days ago. Went to AIMST with my parents in order to let them knew where was the old and new campus located and how was the environment over there .Well, they need to know it because they r my financial supporter. =)

Well, i guess i'll stop here. Another post is on the way. BB.

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I had failed..T.T

2006-07-21T01:28:00.001+08:00

On 16th of july 2006.. i've attended an interview at Nikko hotel, Jalan Ampang, Kuala Lumpur. It was Singapore Airlines (SIA- my surname...) cadet pilot interview.

I woke up at 6.30 am that morning..brushed my teeth, ironed my shirt(which i was about to wear it for the interview), had my breakfast (a cup of Milo and some biscuits) and do a final preparation before went to Nikko hotel.

I reached Nikko hotel's parking lot around 10am. Locked my car and went up to 2nd floor by elevator.After registered, i was asked to measure my height. Then was asked to sat at the place they had prepared for the candidates. After carefully observed the surrounding and had some chat with other candidates, it had came to my notice that i'm the youngest among others!!!! I HAD A SHOCK OF MY LIFE, MAN!!!! There were engineers, businessman, and lawyer (can you imagine.. LAWYER!!) You must wondering why a lawyer at these kind of place. Well, the answers were simple, MONEY and FLEXIBILITY. It is true that by becoming a pilot, you can earn alot.. a captain's salary can reaches as high as USD 100,000!!!!

Back to the interview. After waiting about 2 hours...FINALLY, it was my turn.. Inside the room, there were 2 interviewers.. both of them were pilots, i think. But it doesn't matter. Right after i sat down, they start pumping questions one by one to me.. doesn't even give me some time to take a deep breath...keep on provoked me.*scary*. Well, the Qs they asked me were " tell me about yourself and why you wanna become a pilot", "what do you know about flying","who's the prime minister for singapore"etc.

i finished my interview around 2pm. Went home. And wait for their reply....

On 2oth of july.. i got a reply from a guy called Edward Tan, who work for SIA, telling me that i have not been succesful.. which mean i've failed to enter the second interview. *Sigh* Felt disappointed during that time when i read the mail.

Although i've failed my interview, i do learn alot from this great experience. It was unforgetable... =)

P/S: Well, now i can fully concentrate on dentistry...hehe...

SMILE!!!!!

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New Kid on the Blog..

2006-07-20T04:03:00.001+08:00

Hello?? testing 1 2 3... Am i on? (Yeah..u're on) oh..okok... errhemm... Good Morning everyone! Is 4am now. You must wondering what's this guy doing at 4 o'clock in the morning..Well, I'm here to announce that here is my very first blog. Hehe... >.< size="2">