Single : Day 12

I dreamt bout her again. This was the 3rd time after we broke up i dream bout me and her together. But this time was a little different. Is hard to explain what feeling i had in the dream,is like all mixed up together.

Seriously i dunno why. I missed her, but i know i need to get over her as well. Maybe is normal FOR NOW to think bout her, i guess.

Single : Day 11

Today is her birthday : 19th of July. Her 20th birthday.

Is actually the 1st ever birthday that i wish her as her friend. Kinda not used to it.(Cant blame me for that, it's just day 11,give me some time k ppl.)

Now im blogging in my sister's house. Just came back from Luna Bar. It's a very nice place,kind of a romantic place also. Will blog about it when im free k. =)

I still dunno how im supposed to react. What i mean was, there's actually something happened when i was in Luna Bar. Around 10.30pm,she called. I was planning to call her later but i didnt expect she'll call me 1st. Something happened which actually disturbed me a little. Maybe i think too much, maybe it's just what a normal friend should do: listen and gives advice ; Or maybe im still in the process of getting over it and i still have feelings for her. (i know i know, for sure u guys will properly scolding and cursing me now, saying that im dumb and stupid and wasting my time in doing this kind of unnecessary stuffs) Give me some time okay.

At last, i did what a friend should do, which is listen and give advice. I know and understand that is kinda hard, not only for her, for everyone, that there is some shits happened right before your birthday, the worst part was it happened few hours before ur important day. That's why i do what i can and tried my best as her friend, to listen to her problem and give proper advices for her. I even tell her that i will call her later after she calm down to wish her happy birthday.

I did discuss this with my sister and he bf after i finished talking to her. Their advices were not heading towards the gud side.Not to say totally against my action, just that a little bit divert towards the negative side. Well, maybe they just try to protect me, i guess, so that i wont think so much bout it.

Oh, and i did call her back one hour later, around 11.30pm to wish her happy birthday.She sounds okay, which is what i wanted the most from her. I just want her to be happy, that's all.

Like what i say, to u all and to myself, Im getting over it now. So, dun worry so much. I wont remain standing at the same spot and never move forward.(i admit im dumb, but not until this level of dumbness,please.)

I think what i did just now is normal bah, is what a friend will do whenever you have any problems that you need someone to talk to.(Right, right?)


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Form 6 gathering

Let's make it this way : let just say that this was my 1st gathering after im back to my single life. =)

It was a sudden planned gathering(Cause it was at 1st planned by Poh Jeann just to meet up with Mun Waei and Kit Yan.They dunno me and Gill will be back to KL for one week. While Gill msging MW in the bus, only we get to know that they r having a gathering. And so that's why i said it was a sudden planned gathering..for me bah, i guess.)

For quite some time we never really gather together like that night. Most of the time is PJ not free(u know la..future doctor..for sure very busy, cannnot blame her =P )
But i feel happy that at last we managed to gather together (altho Han, H.Khong, Ann and K.Kiet not here)

We went to Look Out Point. A place, can say is on top of a hill, near Hulu Langat. A famous place for friends to gather around, family to have dinner together and also for couples to have their own sweet time together. Sooner or later, it will become a Must-visit place for tourists that come to KL/Selangor.

There r few restaurants/cafe located there. If im not mistaken, there should be a Thai restaurant as well. (cant blame me for this ler..only been there like..3 times? =P ) Then there is this cafe call Gasoline. A place for, mostly youngster to hang out. And then, there is this, middle class restaurant/cafe known as Bread and Olives. It's quite suitable for family to spend time together. Reasonable price as well. Then, there r 2 western food restaurants. Only been to one of it. Not bad for a middle class restaurant to have such a nice view and location with a reasonable price. I give it : 7/10. =)


From left : Kit Yan & Poh Jeann.

So long din c them, they still the same, of cause.But physically become more mature and pretty haha..For example, PJ. She changed her spec, look more like a doctor now. haha..plus, she straighten her hair. Wow.. haha. Talking bout hair.. KY did something with her hair as well. Guess how much it cost? hehe..half a thousand. =P

As usual, each of us, giving updates bout our life. And guess wat i share with them..wat else right. My just full 10 days break up. Need to thanks them again for being so concerned and care bout me. Feel so lucky to get to know them as friends. No regrates of entering Form 6.


Chin Yeow : the cadet pilot of MAS & future captain.


Miss Leong : my friend,coursemate,best friend's gf &
future dentist.


Kit Yan, with her new hair style. haha..


From left : Gillian, Mun Waei, Kit Yan & Poh Jeann.


ermmm...no comment -.-

This picture is wrong. Sooo wrong. Haha. Right after we took it, only we realised like : eh?? how come we like hugging each other one?? Can you c Yeow's hand was actually around my waist? OH NOOOO!!! (dunno what yoke ling will think. LOL). So, we decided to take another pic....



Hah...much better =)


From left : Kit Yan, Mun Waei & Me.


From left : Me, Poh Jeann & Gillian.


From left : Me, PJ & Yeow. ( this pose was Mr. Hue suggestion)

It was a great moment together. Always love to have hang out with them..cause i feel very comfortable when im with them. They r like my family...different is we r not blood related. =)
A blink of eye, already 4 years have passed, 4 years we know each other. Time flies. And people change along with it.

So, here i go, my 1st gathering after returning to single life. =)



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Single: Day 8

One week and a day have passed..

To be honest, i still not used to it. Although i keep telling myself and others that im getting over it now, moving forward now, but deep in my mind, there is still images and memories..
Is hard, you know.

It all happened too fast and sudden. Is like, when you 1st open ur eyes, was right in front of you, looking at you and smiles. By the time you blink, was like 10 miles..no..maybe more, even further..away from you.

Life is full of mysteries and is damn unpredictable. we dunno what will happen tomoro. Not to say tmr, even the next one hour i dunno what will happen to me.

This incident, can say is one of the worst incident happened to me,for now.

It happened on the 3rd day of my exam, early morning around 2am, tat day was my pathology paper. I received a msg, a msg that ended everything...forever.

That week was the worse week i ever experienced. Is was tough. Whenever i try to concentrate, those images and memories will appear in my mind..Rushing in so fast, that i cant even control my mind to not to think bout it. Split seconds, it flooded my mind.

At first i was planning to settle it myself, not to involved anyone around me : my family and friends. But i cant, i really cant. I feel so useless and weak. Suddenly feel like the whole world is against me.Thinking why this kind of things will happened to me at this time?Why cant just wait until i finished my exam? Why..i keep asking myself...
I dunno wat i shud do that time, i cant go out and just tell my friends what had happened..cant be so selfish to involved them, they need to concentrate in their exam as well.
So i decided to called my mum. Told her what had happened. She tried to talk to me, comfort me, ask me not to be sad. I know she had tried her best and she asked me to talk to my friends.. talk to them will make me feel better. Seriously,never in my life,i call my mum or my sis so many times in a day. Whenever i got that feeling inside my heart, i will call them, either one of them, to tell them how i felt that time, to express my feeling to them. Their support was the one that allow me to get thru that week. This incident, in one way, strengthen the bond btw me and my family. No matter wat happened to you, no matter wat u did, they will always, always be there for u and support u, that's family.And home, is the only place that you will be loved, forever.Do appreciate them well. It's called faith. We cant be with them forever, we only given one chance, to love them. So, do appreciate them well before it's too late

And for my friends,all of them were so supportive. During the exam period, seriously if without them beside me and support me,dun think i can go thru it by myself.
So,I need to used this opportunity to thanks u guys: Cy, Tee Luun, Ken, Sam, Kel, Adrian,Gillian, Charis, Ei Leng, Sham, Kam, Cass etc. Thank you for ur support and care..

And also Yeow, Poh Jeann, Mun Waei, and Kit Yan.

Will appreciate our friendship very well. What r friends for right. I will always be there for u guys whenever u guys need any help.. =)

and of cause my cous, Jowie. Though im not yet tell him wat exactly happened to me, but thanks for his advices and concern.

One week and a day have passed..
Im still in the process of getting over it. Time is wat i need now. Give me some time..

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Yay!!!

Yay...............................................................

Finally................................................................

Exam finished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wakakakaka

so so happy.. holidays for 2 weeks !!! ( yes! chinese new year coming..just right on time, for ANG PAO. :D )

Got so so many plans in my mind now.. dunno where to start or how to start... hmm....

A Christmas Party

On the 14th of Dec, a Christmas party was held in my Uni. It's a party organised by our Uni's Christian Fellowship and Catolic Society.

The preparation was done few hours before the event started. It was quite a rush 1 though. ( although im not involved )


This photo was taken when i just arrived.i was standing
at the side. Cant even find a place to sit.

The 1st event was Choir singing with Cass as one of the lead vocal.




Choir team. Conducted by Phebe.


Can u spot Alice and Sam?? Not concentrating right?? :)


fr lt: Sook Mei, CY, Sue Lyn, Alex and Me.


fr lt: Karyn, YC, CY, Sue Lyn, Charis, Me, Alex, & Gillian


fr lt: Lian, Cy, Me, Alex




After choir, then comes the 1st drama, performed by a group of ppl Youth centre from SP ( i not really sure, cause when Sam telling me tat, im not really hear wat he say.Is a bit too noisy )

This Drama is about a group of teenagers, hip-hoppers gathered around dancing..Then Jesus came down on earth to teach and tell them about wat Christmas is about. He then start his story....


This was an Angel, He came down to tell Mary tat she goin to giv birth to Son of God, Jesus.




Mary gave brith to Jesus



Next was the dance. Well, honestly, overall it was nice although there were one or two mistake in the steps. I know they spend lots of time in practicing this dance..

Getting ready....


Turn to the right!


To ur left now !






Then come the 2nd drama. Most of them r from BDS. From my seniors to my coursemates then my juniors. It was the nicest among all, i think.

This is about friendship, care, love and of cause.. Christmas.

Is about one man( forgot his name, i think is Michael. ) how he treated his best friends and his loved one. And about his life from past, now and the future.

The 1st scene was the man scolding his best friend about his assignment. Apparently, he asked his best friend to help him to complete the assignment. And he was not happy about the work and scolded his best friend. He also get v annoyed by the sickness his best friend had.

Then there came the 1st angel. She a Angel of the Past. While the man goin to bed, she appeared and offered to bring him back to his Past..
In the past, the man was very kind hearted,helpful and care about other ppl including the begger.

After finished all bout his Past, the angel bring him back to now and disappeared. Well, he thought it was just a dream. Not long after, the Angel of Now came. Bring him back again to c how he changed from a kind hearted, caring and loving person to a cruel, heartless, and bad person.

And right after he back to his room. He Met another angel, is the Angel of the Future. She, again, bring him to the future. To see how his life will be.. and his best friend passed away.

He cant believed wat happened in front of him.. And he decided to change. To change back to who he was last time. And during Christmas, he invited his best friend and his loved one to church and celebrate Christmas.


There they were. Charis, was the man's gf. Victor was his best friend and Philip was the main character there.


The Angel of The Past.




the angel of now.



Angel of the Future

After the drama, Choir team came back again for another few songs and that's all about the night.



And more photos sessions.... :)







Oh!! Prof Ferguson and his wife.

ermmm...Sam..wat r u doin?? -.-

Lian,Me,CY,YC,Alex

Shing Hui,Alice,CY,Lian,Me,Tan

91, Persiaran 8 rulez.





BDS Year 2 + Sylvia and Gerviene from Year 1

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CA results..

1st module.. was a very very busy module. Headache and stress 1 as well.

Cant really finished everything and skip somes as well.. and went for exam..

My pathology was the worse among all.. It came out those questions that i totally didnt touch at ALL!!! 3 out of 4 questions doesnt even know how to do..

Moments ago, my results finally out..

Thought my patho sure fail. Was super scare and went to the results board and check...

Oh?? i PASSED ALL!!! i was shocked.Relief. But i wasnt happy. I know my lecturer lower the grade till quite low in order for us to pass. There r total 14 ppl failed that paper( i happened to count it ). I knew that i was just at the border line of passing, that's why i cant be happy now. Cause i need to work harder for my 2nd CA in order i can push back up the marks... In order not to fail my finals.

Well, dunno whether im lucky or wat. Congrates to those who passed and who got distinctions.
For those who did not score that well, DUN give up!!

God Blessed.

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